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There's been so much sadness around me lately. I'm not going through anything personally, but all of my friends, my sister are all going through stuff and I'm trying to be everyone's comfort. It hit me this morning that it's a lot harder than i thought. I'm beginning to feel what they feel. ok, done moping now. I don't mind being there for people when they need me. I love the feeling I get actually from helping.

The cat that jumped in my window yesterday is staying. Poor thing was stuck out in the rain and I couln't see myself leaving her out in the cold. I'm taking her to the vet to make sure everything's ok. She doesn't even look to be full grown yet. I named her lilith (yeah, i know )

I'll be in Cali for a few days for business. I don't know if i'll be on this weekend. I'll definitely will be back tuesday.

ps. that pic in the profile is one i took in Florida (everglades). He was just lying there on a piece of rock and didn't move the whole time. I wanted to get a better shot but a car came by and scared him off.

for anyone who happens to come by.