_indica's SuicideGirls Blog

So today whatever,
bf asked if i was possibly bi-polar. says its because i have crazy mood swings.
i tried to tell him i think its this bc im on. he said stop telling me excuses.

i feel like shit.

a random stranger told me i smoking hot, and gorgeous.
biggest smile/first smile all day.

i wish i knew how to fix all my issues...
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cosmicbadboy:

Well you are smokin hot!!! I bet if dude really thought about it he realize that he isn't going to do any better than you. Although I'm sure you can do better than him!!!

Nov 18, 2011

redd3vil:

you definitely keep Alaska warm in the winter

Nov 18, 2011

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eureka_:

I LOOOOOVE YOUUUUU!!!!!
MARRY ME

Nov 17, 2011

wocketsg:

No makeup annd beautiful....

Nov 17, 2011

Whatup guys!
So after a week of no SG (insert sad face) Im back!
I started a tumblr this week... n I think I adore it!!!!
Check it out!
http://ras-photo.tumblr.com/

Not much else going on, school is ehhhh but I will make it!!
Im actually ahead n thats why im stressing cause Im trying to make myself
finish three weeks early... yeah yeah i was...
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steller:

your so gorgeous, i love your hair! that necklace is from forever 21 actually!

Nov 15, 2011

jaxy:

hugs.

Nov 15, 2011

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noro:

yo you should get a tumblr for real if you dont already have one thats what its all about right thurrr. in other news, how are you today?

Nov 8, 2011

hemi:

Ooooo is that a sailor moon bra? Awesome!

Nov 10, 2011

So after the last post, all your great words of advice, some time to think about it all and a great cosmo followed by coffee...I've decided that you guys are right, its hard when you suddenly become aware of the issues in your your own, but I think it goes even further than that. After you become aware is when the work starts, and when...
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maineville:

Glad that your starting to follow yourself life is about you and finding out who you are when you meet someone they are suppose to support you and be by your side help you be a better person so as long as you know this everything will be alright glad that you are doing something for yourself hope all is well take care gorgeous

Nov 6, 2011

entese:

this rules are really good..btw your picture is just super cute

Nov 6, 2011

There are these parts of me that i blatantly do no not deny. In fact I probably draw more attention to them then I should, simply because I know Im battling them.

I have such a hard time with intrinsic dilemmas, Im a psych major and honestly I think it has
only drove my over analyzation to an extreme level. Its just so frustrating to...
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eureka_:

it was the past weekend but it was only a whiff, just one I swear. Do you think it will show up on the test? it's only a blood test though, gosh haha.

I felt it I swear ):!! haha *IwishIcould*

Nov 4, 2011

dave_:

I know this is an old blog post but like someone said: you are doing yourself good by writing things down. And remember even psychologists and psychiatrists see other mental health doctors for their own problems. One can't diagnose themselves.

On another note. I saw you in the make-up section and you are beautiful with and without make-up. Cam here and love your pictures and read some of your blog stuuf. Gonna bookmark you and keep track of how you make out up in Alaska with the new job.

Dave

Feb 4, 2012

I dont want thoughts. pictures. emotions.

"Father, Healer,
Deliver me from broken love
Stay here closer
Let me hear your voice of love"
~ Broken Love, Falling Up

All I want it to be better. to straighten out this fucked up thought process I have.

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kelpie_:

be strong. i'll send you my number, you can text me if you need to.

Nov 2, 2011

baax:

Stay strong. Every tunnel evenutally has a light at the end.

Nov 2, 2011

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entese:

my gosh extremly cute!

Oct 31, 2011

carbon8ed:

Why thank you! Yeah I still trick or treat as well idc how old I am I just felt weird going by myself lol. Hahaha did you really hey well it got you out of the house and you got some candy right?

Nov 1, 2011

So maaaaaybe ill get to go to the mall today since the bf n me got in a fight >:| sooo...yeah
at least i got flowers when he realized he was being completely crazy-pants....yetttt
i still have this terrible issue haunting my mind...spending thanksgiving with my inlaws