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Just got the Kinect for the Xbox! AHHH soo exciting loving Child of Eden! The guy at the store told us it was psychedelic and boy was he right. This is such as awesome new breed of game, I am in love! We also bought Dance Central. Since im trying to loose weight it will help me stay active and hey im always down to...
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Me n my boyfriend moved from North Dakota, randomly and purposefully. As soon as we had a day alone together we went to the park and discussed what we wanted in life and both of us unquestionably decided it wasn't to be found in ND. So we left, we literally just went back to the RV packed our stuff and said goodbyes. Saying goodbye didn't...
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Ahhh... Today sucks, so very much. So much to inform you all in, Sorry i havent been on at all lately, its hard when your internet gets cut... yeah n I havent really had a car so omg did i tell you how much i hate being indoors.... Fuck i hate it.

First off Im working again so thats another reason Ive been busy n...
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So today was nice I got outta the house to help a friend move into his new place...then i stayed the night there and I realized alot of things, im so thankful that he let me stay there. My life is my own, its something im struggled with for a long time and while it seems an easy enough concept, a life of restraint n...
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So the meeting went okay, nothing figured out tho :\ all she kept saying was "I'll have to ask my husband" why the fuck didn't I meet with him then? Sooo frustrating...idk if this is gonna work out. When i asked when our contract would be finished being drawn up she told me they had decided to go on good faith for the first six...
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More Poetry... Im in the mood for it i guess...

linens of an indigo hue
softly encompass the antique bed
oak spool posts are her ivory towers
beneath them she rests her head
upon the perfect pillow sham
with every hair in place
if this were a fairytale
would she be the princess?
look deeper my friend
even in the throws of sleep
her face...
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Poetry Fragments in the Night

I want to dance upon you
Twisting and moving in ways
You have yet to see
I want to feel your hot breath
Against my cold skin and hear
Your body call out for me
Before you can even physically
Utter the words.
I want to be the ghost in the
Darkness that haunts you
Until you give me
What...
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So tomorrow is a kinda a big day...I have a meeting with the landlord for my coffee shop... yikes :\ and I have to talk to her about a few issues I noticed, things that honestly either need fixed or I shouldn't invest my money into it. Its really scary for me, its not that Im a wimp, just that, I don't like being the...
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So its late at night, just past midnight my time, and im sitting here alone bored out of my fucking mind. No one to talk to or to even im. I hate being alone sometimes, its such a strange dilema in my head... there are times in my life when i desperately want to be alone and almost literally crave the loneliness that presently tortures...
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So my Victoria Secret Order came in today! YEAH for new bra's n swimsuit! N let me tell you mmm they are hot! Buuuut I think Im gonna save them for my first set! Which Im planning n thinking about non stop!!! Im so excited! I also looked at my dream camera this weekend the Canon Ti3 aaahhh its so lovely and I cant wait...
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