I'm doing stupid things to keep from thinking of her. 
My job has allowed me to make a whore of myself. Who needs self esteem when you can stay drunk.
Tomatoes have died from neglect.
Everything is out of control and I don't know if I'm ever going to get a handle on it.
I don't know that I care to.
    
  My job has allowed me to make a whore of myself. Who needs self esteem when you can stay drunk.
Tomatoes have died from neglect.
Everything is out of control and I don't know if I'm ever going to get a handle on it.
I don't know that I care to.
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  Rather than do stupid things, I employ the distraction method.  Which I GUESS could also mean 'stupid things', but in my case, at this moment, it doesn't.  It works pretty well as long as I don't run out of things to do or people to talk to...