So career day has passed.
Still I sit trying to identify what would be left of me without it.
I think I am having a body complex day. Below is a photo of me a couple of months ago. I'm bigger now. But would anyone else notice? Does everyone else feel as though that if there is someone out there who is better looking, smarter, or more creative than them, that they are nothing. That not to be the best is to be unlovable?
Or is that just me.
Are these thoughts just some kind of belated adolescent crisis coming to haunt me?
Still I sit trying to identify what would be left of me without it.
I think I am having a body complex day. Below is a photo of me a couple of months ago. I'm bigger now. But would anyone else notice? Does everyone else feel as though that if there is someone out there who is better looking, smarter, or more creative than them, that they are nothing. That not to be the best is to be unlovable?
Or is that just me.
Are these thoughts just some kind of belated adolescent crisis coming to haunt me?
have you found what it is your looking for? or that you seem to crave in your career?
Whatever tickles your pickle my dear, your the only one living your life, so follow your heart and your instincts and you cant go wrong, well thats what seems to work for me at least, mind you that may explain many of my illogical risks and irrational decisions throughout my life thus far, but all and all its made it more interesting.. bless
Yes I have similar thoughts myself often.. I was a big kid at school though, so I still hold that paranoid mentallity at times where I feel I just dont belong ro dont fit it, or just simply fade into the backround..
but that moment passes when I find myself again, and its only ever a brief moment of uncertainty..
In my case I think at times I take myself for granted, so I need to think like that occassionally to be able to appreciate myself again.. if that makes sense?...
Well I think you seem to be quite interesting, charming and pleasing to the eye indeed if that may hold any relevance to you..
sending you best wishes and kind thoughts.
xoxox