The severity of my actions hasnt really hit me until recently.
the thought that i could lose my best friend forever kills me. i felt my heart breaking last night. how could i hurt the one person i love so much? and now already spend all of my time with someone new. i didnt choose this. i didnt plan this. but i cant escape it now.
he left a mixtape and a letter in the mail box. i listened to the casette last night after preparing myself with 4 cones. i burst into tears and lay sobbing for hours, hugging the spot where he used to lay, until i fell asleep.
the songs realy potrayed how he feels and what ive done to him - stabbing me repeatedly through the heart with every line and note.
he moves all of his stuff out of our house this saturday. im not going to be there. i dont think i could handle it. so ill come home that night to a bedroom without a bed or any of his belongs.
can you say jack daniels?
the thought that i could lose my best friend forever kills me. i felt my heart breaking last night. how could i hurt the one person i love so much? and now already spend all of my time with someone new. i didnt choose this. i didnt plan this. but i cant escape it now.
he left a mixtape and a letter in the mail box. i listened to the casette last night after preparing myself with 4 cones. i burst into tears and lay sobbing for hours, hugging the spot where he used to lay, until i fell asleep.
the songs realy potrayed how he feels and what ive done to him - stabbing me repeatedly through the heart with every line and note.
he moves all of his stuff out of our house this saturday. im not going to be there. i dont think i could handle it. so ill come home that night to a bedroom without a bed or any of his belongs.
can you say jack daniels?
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Lordy knows I drank 4 2 months straight wen mine left me over a txt and had an abortion with barely a word and hasn't spoken to me since. The last few months were deeply painful but at least deep. Much better now with only a lil grief.
Haven't drunk in a month & life has grown in many ways.
endure the pain, love. Light, she comes.
Nirvana is indeed gorgeous. So art thou.
be gentle with yourself.