EDIT: Today is a new day. and i feel much brighter. i think ive sorted things out with my boy.
it was all a big confusion really, he thinks i dont want to see him, i think he doesnt want to see me, hes scared of getting hurt, im scared of getting hurt and so on. If we both just relax and not worry so...
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it was all a big confusion really, he thinks i dont want to see him, i think he doesnt want to see me, hes scared of getting hurt, im scared of getting hurt and so on. If we both just relax and not worry so...
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misskoneko:
Welllllll we dont have a location yet LOL...we were just gunna rock up in the city somewhere at around 7ish and then go from there. :/
viking:
how did she get that cat purple? love the pic of u hugging the giant penis. love is difficult when everyones afriad of being hurt. good luck. youll be fine tho!
Dear diary,
Im going to cut down my drinking. i know longer know my limits. i dont know when to stop.
we had a house party. i drank alot. argued with a girl who we asked to leave (due to her abusing my housemate the previous weekend) she didnt leave. and it really worked me up, the way she thought she could speak to lucy...
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Im going to cut down my drinking. i know longer know my limits. i dont know when to stop.
we had a house party. i drank alot. argued with a girl who we asked to leave (due to her abusing my housemate the previous weekend) she didnt leave. and it really worked me up, the way she thought she could speak to lucy...
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evillager:
"sounds like maybe you need to cut down the drinking too then?"
Ha! good one. i wouldn't want to end up in a fight with no where to run.. Do both places? maybe.. i think i will look into it. one week only though.
Ha! good one. i wouldn't want to end up in a fight with no where to run.. Do both places? maybe.. i think i will look into it. one week only though.
dinamita:
thanxx! yours is greeeeeat!!!
i luv your pics BTW
i luv your pics BTW
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lexiphanic:
I'm studying. Non-stop (except to eat).
It's awful, but it's my own fault.
Anyway, my body and my wallet both need a break from the outside world.
It's awful, but it's my own fault.
Anyway, my body and my wallet both need a break from the outside world.
whitewidow:
Looks like you had lots of fun in those pictures
Monday night. Fletch came over to pack up the rest of his stuff.
(saturday he came over sporting a neck covered in hickies from friday night, which heather saw and later told me about)
so he was wearing a scarf. which i appreciated. i went to the movies.
when i got home he was still there. no scarf this time. he lay on my bed...
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(saturday he came over sporting a neck covered in hickies from friday night, which heather saw and later told me about)
so he was wearing a scarf. which i appreciated. i went to the movies.
when i got home he was still there. no scarf this time. he lay on my bed...
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lelaina:
he didnt need to show you his neck, that was a little unfair.
if you guys are meant to be friends in this life, then right now you need to be individuals. give it 6months and you will be able to sit in a room together without your hearts twisting in agony. been there. you will move on, but you wont if you stay in eachothers faces.
enjoy the new boy, focus on him xx
if you guys are meant to be friends in this life, then right now you need to be individuals. give it 6months and you will be able to sit in a room together without your hearts twisting in agony. been there. you will move on, but you wont if you stay in eachothers faces.
enjoy the new boy, focus on him xx
smash:
take it easy!!!!!!
positive enrgy for you!................thanks for comment....
positive enrgy for you!................thanks for comment....
The severity of my actions hasnt really hit me until recently.
the thought that i could lose my best friend forever kills me. i felt my heart breaking last night. how could i hurt the one person i love so much? and now already spend all of my time with someone new. i didnt choose this. i didnt plan this. but i cant escape it...
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the thought that i could lose my best friend forever kills me. i felt my heart breaking last night. how could i hurt the one person i love so much? and now already spend all of my time with someone new. i didnt choose this. i didnt plan this. but i cant escape it...
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cruella:
dude hugs tonight! i'll look after you!
loves
loves
true_love:
Break ups. Those things can linger. Whom evers right or wrong ya gotta carry yer own water.
Lordy knows I drank 4 2 months straight wen mine left me over a txt and had an abortion with barely a word and hasn't spoken to me since. The last few months were deeply painful but at least deep. Much better now with only a lil grief.
Haven't drunk in a month & life has grown in many ways.
endure the pain, love. Light, she comes.
Nirvana is indeed gorgeous. So art thou.
be gentle with yourself.
Lordy knows I drank 4 2 months straight wen mine left me over a txt and had an abortion with barely a word and hasn't spoken to me since. The last few months were deeply painful but at least deep. Much better now with only a lil grief.
Haven't drunk in a month & life has grown in many ways.
endure the pain, love. Light, she comes.
Nirvana is indeed gorgeous. So art thou.
be gentle with yourself.
Patience is a virtue.
art gallery. Dye'S work. Sanity667. cocktails. rics. met Daeos. buffy. tea. toast. buffy. cigarettes in bed. salon. hair treatment. vodka. mushroom pasta. vodka. party. lost cardigan. danced in lounge room. city. walked into security guard. walked into wall. refused entry. the valley. rics. saw fletch [ex]. danced on my own. stevie found me. lucy arrived. danced. lucy:"take off...
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art gallery. Dye'S work. Sanity667. cocktails. rics. met Daeos. buffy. tea. toast. buffy. cigarettes in bed. salon. hair treatment. vodka. mushroom pasta. vodka. party. lost cardigan. danced in lounge room. city. walked into security guard. walked into wall. refused entry. the valley. rics. saw fletch [ex]. danced on my own. stevie found me. lucy arrived. danced. lucy:"take off...
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aileen:
you are so sweet! i love th stream of consciousness journal style you've got goin'!
conjure:
Brendan is a total dream, so sweet and talented. And, well, it did hurt, but it was better than my thigh, except for my hips ... fucking hell needles and bones don't mix 
And I was talking to Christian last night ... I'm really excited to see what you two came up with!!
I wish I had more of a chance to talk to you at the Art Gallery last weekend, I was in date-mode. Meh. That's over anyway .. what are you up to this weekend?
And I was talking to Christian last night ... I'm really excited to see what you two came up with!!
I wish I had more of a chance to talk to you at the Art Gallery last weekend, I was in date-mode. Meh. That's over anyway .. what are you up to this weekend?
I just had my first review at work, ive been there since january, and they gave me a raise!!!! im so proud of myself! my good work is recognised!
okay seriously...
looking at my past relationships.
and i dont know how to feel about it...
ive had 6 boyfriends...
all were intense emotionally.
but....
2/6 i didnt get to know via email/msn, (i saw all...
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okay seriously...
looking at my past relationships.
and i dont know how to feel about it...
ive had 6 boyfriends...
all were intense emotionally.
but....
2/6 i didnt get to know via email/msn, (i saw all...
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ryker:
you are so beautiful!
scotty:
Awww babe, i didn't even know it was on 
Dye and i don't talk all that much anymore. She's working alot, and I don't go into Bris a whole lot anymore
i miss her
bad.
Dye and i don't talk all that much anymore. She's working alot, and I don't go into Bris a whole lot anymore
i miss her
bad.
I just had my first review at work, ive been there since january, and they gave me a raise!!!! im so proud of myself! my good work is recognised!
The Raveonettes - Hallucinations
Observe my obsession with someone new
Don't feel like someone new
The connection is real with someone new
In this tomb I call love
I get so lonesome with you
Or without...
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The Raveonettes - Hallucinations
Observe my obsession with someone new
Don't feel like someone new
The connection is real with someone new
In this tomb I call love
I get so lonesome with you
Or without...
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vermin:
Since you were 4?! 
You win haha!! xxx
You win haha!! xxxVIEW 25 of 28 COMMENTS
abbiss:
I've got to check this, you look gorgeous!
lelaina:
hey sweet
yay that you're were so chirpy for a monday morning. i, was not so. think ive been exhausted from being sick
today though, was quite yay. much, much better.
im going on a "trip" this friday
toot! toot!
yay that you're were so chirpy for a monday morning. i, was not so. think ive been exhausted from being sick
today though, was quite yay. much, much better.
im going on a "trip" this friday
toot! toot!
"Don't stop loving me. I can see it draining out of you. It's me, remember? It was a stupid thing to do and it meant nothing. If you love me enough, you'll forgive me."
"The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's...
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"The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's...
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s_eldorado:
Oh no! What happened??
Are you ok?
Are you ok?
lelaina:
nice picture 
lets play soon ok??
♥
lets play soon ok??
♥
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malana:
I don't believe. I know. Don't be frightened. They probably want to tell you things.
teyla:
Yesss... But they're not dangerous. Unless they, you know, drive your crazy... Great pic!
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prikkelpop:
Woops! How'd that happen?!
How'd that happen?!
xxxxxxxxo:
You are too beautiful, I adore your apple chest tattoo...you need to go pink!