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so, this is my very first blog homework!

May 16, 2015
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@bloghomework Thank you, @missy @rambo and @lyxzen for a topic I feel like I can actually do! Haha

so, first I'm going to start off with a new one that I just recently found out about thanks to @topaz_

trypophobic- I literally had no idea what this was till topaz_ said to Google it, and when I did I had a small anxiety attack because it creeped me the fuck out haha

Clowns- I don't mess around when it comes to clowns. Every year I go to Knotts scary farm with my friends,nothing scares me but those god damn clowns. There's one there EVERY year, he's got to be about 6'8 just a little taller than me (which makes it even worse) and my guess would be about 300 Lbs. He must remeber my face, because he'll chase me around the park every year, and i cry, every year ... dick.

Needles- I don't know why this one gets me. I LOVE tattoos and piercings but every time I get one, I always end up throwing up, or worse passing out. The only time I don't get sick around a needle is when I give blood, weird... I actually just passed out at the dentist a week ago hahaha

Dying alone- this gets to me a lot, that I'm never going to find anyone who will love me, I'm going to be that grouchy old Man, who sits on his porch and hates everyone and everything.

Last but not least (and this may sound bad)

Ending up like my parents- they say the apple doesn't fall far from the tree, and that scares the absolute living shit out of me. To put it lightly, my parents are drug addicts, who just recently got clean a year and a half ago. I've struggled with drugs with my parents almost my whole life. Got taken away from my mom when I was maybe 6. She got me, my sister and my brother back, and met my stepdad in recovery. They had over 12 years clean, then relapsed. It scares the living shit out of me, and I still sometimes cry myself to sleep over this fear...

sorry to get personal on that last one! Haha

BUT, thank you for a wonderful Blog homework! I look forward to many more topics!

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_finklestein_:
😂😂😂 who knows! Haha maybe I'll dress up as a clown this Year, try and concur my fear haha @colchicine
May 17, 2015
ivylina:
I love reading your blogs! You should do it more often!
May 20, 2015

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