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Santa Rosa, CA

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Friday Aug 14, 2009

Aug 14, 2009
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well...I'm sticking around till the end of the month but I won't be renewing my account next month. it's not that i won't ever be back..but I do have to pay my credit card down and just get my shit together. I've hardly been looking at sets anymore and I think it's just time to hit the road for a while.

it feels like my life needs an extreme makeover...
So many things I wan to change....finding a new home, finding a new job or maybe even career....
I feel like I've had my head buried in the sand for years. it's time to wake up from this long sleep. Stop making due with things that don't make me happy and aren't what I want from life.
I need to write a new chapter
the first step
the hardest one for me is
action.

I'm good at imagining how it could be...not so good at making it happen. that needs to change too.

in other news, I'm in love with the music of Jose Gonzalez... love
oldernow:
well, I'll be sorry to see you go! but I understand.
..and I find for myself that it's often my fear of doing something wrong that locks me down into a bad situation--so I have learned just to start walking, as it were, and then quite soon a direction finds itself! So may you find your way to that first step soon, and blessings on your path.
Aug 14, 2009

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