Friday May 15, 2009

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Yeah, so I'm up, down, sideways and all over the place today as I try to decompress. It's true, I have a huge heart and I feel all my emotions with every inch of my being. But I think I'd prefer this and than to be numb or neutral.

Ultimately my life is pretty amazing. The bottom line is: I get to have a mad, passionate, intense love affair with an amazing man who makes me feel like I can do anything. I have awesome friends. Tomorrow I get to go play in Santa Cruz with old friends in the fun and the surf. Not everyone gets to experience these things. I'm pretty lucky really. I need to stay focused on the positive things.

What I really need to do is find something to do with my life that I'm passionate about. Something i can really sink my teeth into. If I can get that for myself, I'm going to be able to handle all the highs and lows much better. I have a few ideas...they seem a little far fetched right now...but I think I may give it a shot anyway.






Somethin' in you brought out somethin' in me, that I've never been since
That part of me that was only for you,
That kind of romance
Comes only once, that kind of love
That kind of fever dance
That you love because you become someone else in an instant

chazgasm:
my dating woes are basically sumed up by always being the aww you are so perfect why are you single guy
quinne:
two fans and the window open in february for me. people hate me. hahaha

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