I'm pretty sure that today after work I'm buying a 6 pack of beer and going home to drink it all while I watch the San Jose Sharks.
Today has not been great. I had another teary meltdown at work. the bureaucracy in this business is never ending...and this makes my job very hard to do. what's approved on one document one day with compliance, gets rejected on a different document the next day, so it's almost impossible to keep track of what the rules are! FACK!
As it is I do the work of two people here, (getting paid the salary of one) and i feel like I'm barely keeping track of everything. it feels like a house cards..at any moment it will all crumble. I know...I know...I'm suppose to just be fucking thankful to have a job. But when I stroke out at 35 because my job is too stressful, I'm not so sure I should be so fucking thankful. I need to figure something else out. and in the middle of a recession no doubt. I have never ever had good timing.
anyway..I want to get good and drunk. as soon as possible.
GO SHARKS!!!!
Today has not been great. I had another teary meltdown at work. the bureaucracy in this business is never ending...and this makes my job very hard to do. what's approved on one document one day with compliance, gets rejected on a different document the next day, so it's almost impossible to keep track of what the rules are! FACK!
As it is I do the work of two people here, (getting paid the salary of one) and i feel like I'm barely keeping track of everything. it feels like a house cards..at any moment it will all crumble. I know...I know...I'm suppose to just be fucking thankful to have a job. But when I stroke out at 35 because my job is too stressful, I'm not so sure I should be so fucking thankful. I need to figure something else out. and in the middle of a recession no doubt. I have never ever had good timing.
anyway..I want to get good and drunk. as soon as possible.
GO SHARKS!!!!
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chazgasm:
if you want hockey come to buffalo, this is a true hockey town
niello:
Throw in some chocolate to go with that beer and that's my favorite bad day fixer, haha