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• Dermal Implant. except I can't decide where to put it. just when i think i have a spot, I think of a reason not to get it there


• Visit Canada. It's been far too long since I visited the great white north. I'd go just about anywhere, probably BC, though if I head to the east coast I could practice some of that French I've been trying to teach myself


• Meet a hot Canadian man who makes me laugh,fall madly in love, get married and have his puppies. lol. well this would actually probably just be a lame attempt to replace the Canadian man I currently love but can't have, but I don't care, falling in love with some other Canuck sounds like fun! heh.


• Keep in better touch with my half sisters and other family


• a new job, a new job, a new fucking job!!!!!!


• Travel. first on the list after Canada would likely be France, but honestly I'd really like to see the whole damn world.


• Security. take that anyway you like...but basically the idea that someday I'll have less to worry about and won't be bracing myself against having the rug pulled out from under me.


• better self esteem


• more money. lots of problems go away when you can throw money at them.


• my own house with a YARD

obviously I could go on but I think that's all the yearning I want to do for today.
Mondays bum me out and tuesdays just make me reticent. But I usually start to perk up around Wed, so here's hoping for tomorrow.

now for more shameless self promotion..in case you missed my last blog:

accomplishments this weekend:






they are all featured in my store right now. I'm going to embrace my capitalistic side and encourage you to embrace your inner consumer by visiting my online shop here:
Sara Jane's Chains