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Tuesday Sep 02, 2008

Sep 2, 2008
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Do you guys feel that?

it's summer winding down. it's Fall creeping in. it subtle sure...but I feel it. I love fall so I welcome it...but I'm a little sad to see summer go.

transitions...my life is all about them right now...just like the seasons. I have a lot of mixed emotions. On one hand I'm enjoying being alone and on the other I miss my ex. I know that it doesn't work between us, I don't WANT to get back together with him, but he was my companion for 6 years and I do miss the good things we had. I guess I can't expect to just hit the ground running and never look back. I cry a little from time to time, sometimes it hits me out of no where and all of a sudden the hot tears start to fall and I can't say it doesn't feel good to release it, because it does...i just don't wan to spend too much time there with the sadness.

It might be easier if the ex and I didn't still need to talk from time to time. but we still have a few things to work out on the financial side...and I've been taking care of his fish tank so he needs to come take care of the fish and find them new homes...something that I hope happens this week. I talked to him this morning and I just felt sad. he asked me if I'm seeing anyone...and I told him I wasn't looking for anyone...this time is about me and getting to know who i am again.

last but not least...all good things come to an end...

LAST DAY FOR FREE SHIPPING at Sara Jane's Chains!
please visit:
SaraJanesChains.etsy.com

after midnight tonight, normal shipping costs apply.

I've got a ton of new stuff I worked on over the weekend and i'm pretty excited about it. I don't have a camera right now so I'm at the mercy of having to borrow cameras from friends to update the shop. So I hope to have the new items listed soon, but maybe not as soon as I would like.

chazgasm:
I love me some fall, and winter, its why i love buffalo, 4 well defined seasons
Sep 2, 2008
chazgasm:
now if only a sarajane magically appeared on my doorstep wink
Sep 2, 2008

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