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Tuesday Apr 24, 2007

Apr 24, 2007
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Yesterdays post was about the Pandora's box in my life.


All my wise friends here have warned me and I heed the advice. I thought about it alot last night and I don't want to open the box at this point. I'm not prepared for what maybe inside.

I'm just having a freak out basically. I'm turning 30 next month, which is kind o a milestone if a do say so myself. None of my serious relationships have lasted longer than 5 years and now my man and I are in our 5th year and I'm wondering if it's all going to fall apart. But I need to talk to him. yesterday I was speculating, without actually having had a conversation on what he wants and needs. It's clear that I'm worried that after 5 years I can't turn him on any more, but I have not even discussed that issue with him. I'm jumping to conclusions and I know that's not smart. because alot of what I feel maybe in my head. if it's not and there's a problem we'll have to deal with it.

I don't think it helps that I've been forgetting to take my zolof. I'm getting to the weepy stage again. I need to get my head on straight. how can I deal with my relationship if I can't handle myself? I can't. period.
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letigre:
no, i actually suck at pinball.
Apr 24, 2007
saltlord:
In truth, I have had the best time of my life since I turned 35 and it seems to just get better. If you are happy and have an open mind, sex gets better and better. You only stop growing when you turn off your mind and lose your passions.
Take a deep breath. wink
Apr 24, 2007

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