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Santa Rosa, CA

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Monday Sep 18, 2006

Sep 18, 2006
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listen to my heart break frown

I think my relationship is falling apart. we've been together for 3.5 years. I don't really want to loose him as imperfect as he may be. He says he needs to get his head together so that we can have a good relationship again. I never really thought it was all that bad in the first place. I started hyperventilating when he told me.

we've been living together most of the time we've been together and that really doesn't make it easy to take time off from one another. it means one of us has to find a place to stay for a week or two. looks like it's gonna be me since I can't take care of his huge fucking fish tanks and shit. so I have to leave my dog and our cat and go crash on my friends couch. by friend who isn't even home because she's taking a break from her partner (who is still at the house). it's a litle akward but at least i'll be around someone who can understand whats going on. I kinda feel like since he wants the break he should be the one to leave, but with our pets and work situations it's just easier for me to go.

I don't feel like I can talk with anyone about this. My family doesn't particularly like my partner, they never have. it kills me that they don't really accept him but there's nothing I can do. I don't really even have any friends on this site either, i'm just spiting this into the internet void because I need an outlet. this is the one safe place. he doesn't have a membership and doesn't know my log in so I can speak freely.

this really sucks. puke
theslant:
man. that sounds like it really does suck.

when I first started this whole internet thing, it took a while to find friends, but believe me, if you participate in any online community, you will find like-minded souls, and they will find you.

this is a tough thing. I've been through a similar situation, but I bet it wasn't as intense as yours is. I wish you much luck, and hopefully that either he gets his act together or that something works out for the both of you.
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