Is this what life is suppose to be like or does God just hate me in particular?
Good news: I'm getting a raise in Feb.
Bad news: My man is likely loosing his job in two weeks.
why the fuck does it always have to happen like this? Just when financial sercurity appears to be on the horizon...BAM! it gets flushed dow the toilet. I...
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Good news: I'm getting a raise in Feb.
Bad news: My man is likely loosing his job in two weeks.
why the fuck does it always have to happen like this? Just when financial sercurity appears to be on the horizon...BAM! it gets flushed dow the toilet. I...
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chemira:
I am in this same stugle. It is hard. (trying not to be positive, sorry)I just try not to think about it because then i find myself not being able to sleepo because i am so focused on it. Wanna get a beer? Where does he work? 
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bronson:
wow, awesome photos!
brightredscream:
You rock the black hair big time 
What pretty scenery!
What pretty scenery!
Greetings from Tucson, SG!
Yep the situation with my man's mom is pretty rough. She has Autoimune Hepitius. her condition is shocking. she's a 56 yearold woman but her body looks like an 80 year old. she's all huntched over and she hardly keeps her head up. she nods off when yu are talking to her. I swear to god if it weren't for her...
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Yep the situation with my man's mom is pretty rough. She has Autoimune Hepitius. her condition is shocking. she's a 56 yearold woman but her body looks like an 80 year old. she's all huntched over and she hardly keeps her head up. she nods off when yu are talking to her. I swear to god if it weren't for her...
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sammich:
Wow! Sorry to hear about your man's Mom, yo. That sux. I know I'd be beside myself if it were my Ma. Come to think of it, my Mom is close to the same age! Man, I feel for him. 
Well, enjoy the cacti on the ride back.
Well, enjoy the cacti on the ride back.
brightredscream:
Wow...I'm so sorry to hear about your man's mom...that's so sad
It's so true - us women get away with WAY more at those clubs then men do...
I got to lick tits, have my hands in wonderful places and in turn have her hands fondling me a hell of alot more than those girls do to men.
It's well worth the money for a lap dance for women I think lol
It's so true - us women get away with WAY more at those clubs then men do...
I got to lick tits, have my hands in wonderful places and in turn have her hands fondling me a hell of alot more than those girls do to men.
It's well worth the money for a lap dance for women I think lol
I'm going to AZ (Tuscon) on Wed to meet my boyfriend's mom who is sick and it sounds like...possibly dying. I'm nervous. this trip seems like it's going to be stressful. My man's relationship is strained with his mother in the first place and this trip is kinda like "closure" if she really does take a turn for the worst.
*le Sigh*
he expects me...
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*le Sigh*
he expects me...
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tamrin_rose:
I'm sure you'll do just fine at being his rock, you seem like a pretty solid chick to me. Its always hard times that draw you closure to the ones you love. (breathe in, breathe out, shoulders back, chin up) I'm jealous of you're road trip...pictures good.
brightredscream:
Good luck with that...I can't imagine how stressed out you must be.
dear makers of Nyquil:
you are not always the night time sniffling sneezing, stuffy head fever so you can rest medicine. you usually knock me on my ass, so what the fuck happened last night? I wokeup every hour all night long with an incecent need to cough and blow my nose. I thought you were suppose to take care of that for me? Anyway,...
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you are not always the night time sniffling sneezing, stuffy head fever so you can rest medicine. you usually knock me on my ass, so what the fuck happened last night? I wokeup every hour all night long with an incecent need to cough and blow my nose. I thought you were suppose to take care of that for me? Anyway,...
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brightredscream:
Nyquil hasn't been working for me either
I've had to take Benalyn night time medicine instead and sleep with a Ricola cough drop in my mouth.
Bleh
I've had to take Benalyn night time medicine instead and sleep with a Ricola cough drop in my mouth.
Bleh
sammich:
I'd get drunk! It works great!
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sammich:
The only animals I have at my house are field mice and vultures. Roomates too.
marcybeth:
awww... my pup is on my lap right now at work. 
and i feel the pain on the cell phone pic thing. happens to me all the time. i'm like WTF happened to my pic!?!?!?!
and i feel the pain on the cell phone pic thing. happens to me all the time. i'm like WTF happened to my pic!?!?!?!
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marcybeth:
your ears look gorgeous! it's a perfect size in my opinion.
love your boots!
love your boots!
chemira:
Your are so pretty.
christmas doesn't always make me happy, but this does:
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vyeseleph:
I absolutely love this video. My man always puts it on if I am in a funk and it cheers me up.
zenfish:
now i'm wondering what song that is.
I'm such a dumb bunny some times.
got in a fight with my man, was feeling sorry for myself and self destructive, drank half a bottle of vodka.
I've been throwing up all day and I have only myself to blame. I'm at work too, and had to tell my boss that it was probably something I ate. He probably doesn't beleive me either. my...
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got in a fight with my man, was feeling sorry for myself and self destructive, drank half a bottle of vodka.
I've been throwing up all day and I have only myself to blame. I'm at work too, and had to tell my boss that it was probably something I ate. He probably doesn't beleive me either. my...
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scullyt:
Happy ChristmaHanaKwanzakah!!
bronson:
Live and learn indeed! Feel better sweetheart!
Thank you for Smoking (not a movie review)
Current mood: annoyed
I don't think anyone thinks smoking is good for you. I think everyone is pretty much aware of the health risks. I use to be a smoker myself; I quit but I can't say that heath concerns were at the top of my list of reasons to do so. I lost my taste for...
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Current mood: annoyed
I don't think anyone thinks smoking is good for you. I think everyone is pretty much aware of the health risks. I use to be a smoker myself; I quit but I can't say that heath concerns were at the top of my list of reasons to do so. I lost my taste for...
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autumnfade:
good point, in about ten years I bet they outlaw coffee. control and power to no end 
thats MM right?
thats MM right?
nomia:
hey thank you
I have a chemical imbalance. and I'm facing a difficult reality. I'm just not ok without anti-depressants.
I've been treated with Zolof for mild to moderate depression on and off for several years now. I'm having trouble with my new insurance and I haven't been able to maintain my medication. I really thought I'd be ok off of it since I take a very low...
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I've been treated with Zolof for mild to moderate depression on and off for several years now. I'm having trouble with my new insurance and I haven't been able to maintain my medication. I really thought I'd be ok off of it since I take a very low...
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brightredscream:
I wish I had advice for you...
I used to go to a massage therapist for my depression - as odd as it sounds, and I found that it helped quite a bit..
I've never been on meds though...so, I dont' know if I can really be much help
I have a doctor who's very much against them, and focuses on natural ways of dealing and healing...
There are days I wish that he wasn't like that, but the majority of the time, I'm grateful..
It just sucks to have days where I feel like I can't face the world, and I just lay in bed feeling hopeless and bawling my eyes out.
I used to go to a massage therapist for my depression - as odd as it sounds, and I found that it helped quite a bit..
I've never been on meds though...so, I dont' know if I can really be much help
I have a doctor who's very much against them, and focuses on natural ways of dealing and healing...
There are days I wish that he wasn't like that, but the majority of the time, I'm grateful..
It just sucks to have days where I feel like I can't face the world, and I just lay in bed feeling hopeless and bawling my eyes out.
gaz123:
This may sound really dumb and it will sound quite lame. My wife went through severe depression over the las 6 - 7 years. I was feeling pretty useless for most of this time, nothing I could say would help.
She was taking cypromil, I don't know if you can get that in the states, a fairly heavy dose too but they seemed to make her feel halfway normal.
Over time she started to get better, then one day I was listening to the radio in the car and a song came on. I was singing along very badly but Clare just sat there and started to smile, a proper smile, something I hadn't seen in a while. I got the lyrics to the song written up by a caligrapher, framed and hung it on the wall in our living room. The song's awful, the band suck but any time clare feels low she reads it and just feels better.......................
Hey, don't write yourself off yet
It's only in your head
You feel left out or looked down on
Just try your best, try everything you can
And don't you worry what they tell themselves
When you're away
It just takes some time, little girl
You're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be all right, all right
Hey, you know they're all the same
You know you're doing better on your own
So don't buy in, live right now
Yeah, just be yourself
It doesn't matter if that's good enough for someone else
It just takes some time, little girl
You're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be all right, all right
Hey, don't write yourself off yet
It's only in your head
You feel left out or looked down on
Just do your best, do everything you can
And don't you worry what the bitter hearts are gonna say
It just takes some time, little girl
You're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be all right, all right
Sorry for the long post!!
Feel better chick!
She was taking cypromil, I don't know if you can get that in the states, a fairly heavy dose too but they seemed to make her feel halfway normal.
Over time she started to get better, then one day I was listening to the radio in the car and a song came on. I was singing along very badly but Clare just sat there and started to smile, a proper smile, something I hadn't seen in a while. I got the lyrics to the song written up by a caligrapher, framed and hung it on the wall in our living room. The song's awful, the band suck but any time clare feels low she reads it and just feels better.......................
Hey, don't write yourself off yet
It's only in your head
You feel left out or looked down on
Just try your best, try everything you can
And don't you worry what they tell themselves
When you're away
It just takes some time, little girl
You're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be all right, all right
Hey, you know they're all the same
You know you're doing better on your own
So don't buy in, live right now
Yeah, just be yourself
It doesn't matter if that's good enough for someone else
It just takes some time, little girl
You're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be all right, all right
Hey, don't write yourself off yet
It's only in your head
You feel left out or looked down on
Just do your best, do everything you can
And don't you worry what the bitter hearts are gonna say
It just takes some time, little girl
You're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be all right, all right
Sorry for the long post!!
Feel better chick!
I absolutely MUST remember to tune into STARZ this coming Tuesday (12/12/06) at 10pm for the documentary on Hunter S. Thompson. IT's called "Buy the Ticket, Take the Ride: Hunter S. Thompson on Film." I'm not sure but I think it might be exclusive to Starz channel. I'm really utterly stoked about it.
this is a clip from it where John Cusack talks about Hunter.......
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this is a clip from it where John Cusack talks about Hunter.......
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xhippykid:
I just stumbled across a post of yours in one of the groups. Funny your current log is about Hunter S. I just finished writting a term paper on Ken Kesy's One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest. I'm all into Tom Wolfe and similar people. I'll have to check that show out. Have you seen that new Thompson book comming out? It's like 300 buuuks.
bronson:
that is so percious, I bet he got a lot of responses, women love humor haha. I swear to you Craigslist "best-ofs" is the best time killer ever!