I know ive said this before, but this time i mean it. No more chat for a while. Its so, i dunno, high school in there sometimes. If you're not cute or dont have a webcam, or if you have a webcam and arent cute, then you pretty much get ignored.
So count me in with the "have cam, not cute enough" category.
Tired of...
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So count me in with the "have cam, not cute enough" category.
Tired of...
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i hate being sick. Bronchitus and a sinus infection hand in hand. I have amoxicillin and an albutorol inhaler. Fun.
Today, I've been taking my st. johns like a mofo. Hoping that every so many hours when i take 2, that it subdues my sadness, anger, hate, whatever. I feel a sort of middleground right now, but still angry. I feel for whatever reason a...
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Today, I've been taking my st. johns like a mofo. Hoping that every so many hours when i take 2, that it subdues my sadness, anger, hate, whatever. I feel a sort of middleground right now, but still angry. I feel for whatever reason a...
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I think i'm gonna take a break from chat for a while. Not feelin it, or the clique-ish atmosphere.
Ya'll know where I am to get ahold of me.
Ya'll know where I am to get ahold of me.
I really feel like hell right now.
Everyday I wake up intending it to be a new day and starting fresh. I try to will myself to be happy. But it just doesnt come. Its just not the same.
Today I got up after smacking the snooze button a million times. I go to the bathroom to cough. I get my nose explosion. After a...
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Everyday I wake up intending it to be a new day and starting fresh. I try to will myself to be happy. But it just doesnt come. Its just not the same.
Today I got up after smacking the snooze button a million times. I go to the bathroom to cough. I get my nose explosion. After a...
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hossenfeffah:
Look at more pics of happy nude women. Avoid emo. Go out and buy your favorite dish from your favorite restaurant. Make a concerted effort to be nice to someone when they least expect it, and watch their pleasant reactions.
Try some or all of these, maybe it'll help. If nothing else, it'll get your mind off of being depressed and on to something else, and even if you don't end up on top of the mountain, it's better than allowing yourself to continue to focus on being depressed, which never helps anyone. Well, I suppose it's okay for a little while, hehe.
And bummer about the bloody nose... maybe a visit to the doc could help? I suspect weather change too... I used to get bloody noses and bad migraine headaches in the fall.
Try some or all of these, maybe it'll help. If nothing else, it'll get your mind off of being depressed and on to something else, and even if you don't end up on top of the mountain, it's better than allowing yourself to continue to focus on being depressed, which never helps anyone. Well, I suppose it's okay for a little while, hehe.
And bummer about the bloody nose... maybe a visit to the doc could help? I suspect weather change too... I used to get bloody noses and bad migraine headaches in the fall.
I hate being lonely.
I hate myself mostly. You never know what you truly had untill you screwed it all up and lost it. I'm paying the ultimate price. I just want her to come back to me.
Kill me now.
So tired.
I hate myself mostly. You never know what you truly had untill you screwed it all up and lost it. I'm paying the ultimate price. I just want her to come back to me.
Kill me now.
So tired.
Ok, i need to get out of my funk. Its been about 3 months since the breakup. I still love her, and it still hurts to talk to her, but i need to get my head on straight and just move forward. I'm tired of being jobless. I'm tired of being an emotional wreck all the time. I'm tired of being depressed. I'm tired of...
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Im really fucking miserable right now. 
m0ngrel:
*le sigh
Sometimes being in love can really fucking suck.
