I really wish I could get out of this funk. No ambition, drive, motivation. Hate it all.
Oh, and Happy Halloween, Samhain, Dia De Los Muertos, whatever you want to call it. Hope you all have fun. Me? I'm not dressing up this year. Not in the spirit. I'm taking my youngest and we're gonna hit the streets alone. The oldest wants to hang out...
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Oh, and Happy Halloween, Samhain, Dia De Los Muertos, whatever you want to call it. Hope you all have fun. Me? I'm not dressing up this year. Not in the spirit. I'm taking my youngest and we're gonna hit the streets alone. The oldest wants to hang out...
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Everything is stale. Food doesnt taste as good. Nothing appeals to me anymore. Sucks to be alone at the bottom.
thedarkharlequin:
This too, is where my life stands. I hope you fair better than I.
Tired of being alone. Tired of rejection. TIred of life.
i:
Dude, you were born exactly seven days after me.
mamathunder:
SLAVE>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>mamaluvsu 
If ya'll care to look, I made a new album just for all the shots im doing in my photog class.
craftygrrl:
Those pictures sure are purdy...
I know I don't write much in here. I'm sorry for that. But not much is really going on with my life, sadly.
I feel like I'm coming to terms with things. Well, more a numb state if anything. I have no clue what I'm going to talk about with the "shrink" tomorrow. Hmm.
I have a lot of photography that I need to do....
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I feel like I'm coming to terms with things. Well, more a numb state if anything. I have no clue what I'm going to talk about with the "shrink" tomorrow. Hmm.
I have a lot of photography that I need to do....
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mamathunder:
AWE....SLAVE...
MAMA SENDS YOU *HUGS...BIG BIG HUGS*
MAMA SENDS YOU *HUGS...BIG BIG HUGS*
I find it kind of funny. I find it kind of sad. The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had.
ya, i feel old.
ya, i feel old.
Im in a weird state. I feel like dying, but at the same time, I feel ok.
I also feel like im creeping people out. Its not intentional. But why should i care what online people think about me. Especially when none are anywhere near me. I guess im just fucking mental or something.
I also feel like im creeping people out. Its not intentional. But why should i care what online people think about me. Especially when none are anywhere near me. I guess im just fucking mental or something.
craftygrrl:
you don't creep me out, so hah.
sometimes i wonder why i even bothered buying a years worth of this.
phunkybrewster:
i thought the samethinglast nite.
ugh.
ugh.
craftygrrl:
I know how you feel, hope you are okay.
I popped your testimonial cherry... oh, and you need more pictures Josh!
I popped your testimonial cherry... oh, and you need more pictures Josh!
Oktoberfest starts today in the downtown village. I think im gonna hit that up and take lots of pics for my class. Should be fun.
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craftygrrl:
Dude, you hate me don't you? 
You better not... I'll have to come down to Cali and knock some damn sense into you! 
You better not... I'll have to come down to Cali and knock some damn sense into you! 
_fatalist:
Nope, dont hate. Just dont like it when the populars are in there.
Yup this is pretty much me.
Assemblage 23 - Cocoon
Even though I know it's only chemical
These peaks and valleys are beginning to take their toll
Try to convince myself that all it takes is time
But the most derisive voice I hear is mine
It opens all the scars on me
It leaves me shaken in my belief
It takes my hand just...
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Assemblage 23 - Cocoon
Even though I know it's only chemical
These peaks and valleys are beginning to take their toll
Try to convince myself that all it takes is time
But the most derisive voice I hear is mine
It opens all the scars on me
It leaves me shaken in my belief
It takes my hand just...
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