_fatalist

I know im not around much, but I do try to read and catch up on all your lives. Things are ok here. Could always be better. The job is so so. Not really into it and want to get my hands back into MoCap, but there's nothing open at the moment.

Oh well.

I've come to the conclusion about most women: all they care about is MONEY. I am in no way talking about anyone personally here, so please do not take offense.

Case in point: Ex wife who only cares about money. Will our kids ever see a dime of it? No. She uses it for petty shit.
And my exGF, who is eventually going to marry...
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Contemplating my mood right now. I'm mixed on sad, depressed, angry and tired. I've been giving a lot of thought this morning to a conversation that I had with my exgf/ "friend". We both pretty much aknowledged that we lead two totally seperate lives on seperate walks of life. That when we talk, its usually about nothing except to complain about our parents or our...
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I now own a bike. Its a Diamondback Della Cruz '05. Matte black with red and white pin striping. Looks coool. Especially with the child seat attached. Ya, Im a rockin dad now.

Anyways.

Works been doing a really good job of being able to get my mind off of things. So I guess its only natural to have a day off and a wave...
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I have a job!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Erin, when are you moving in?

I'm home. 10hrs of driving really tires you out.

Tomorrow after I drop off the youngest child, I am taking off to NorCal. Should be in the SF area around 8pm or so. This trip serves many purposes. To get my ass out of the house and travel, clear my mind. To visit my friend (ex gf), to drink profusely, and to take lots of photo's for my photography class. I plan on having...
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So its still being discussed, but it looks like I might possibly be taking a trip up to NorCal to visit my friend/ex gf for the weekend. No, no funny business. We both just need a friend right now, and I could use a sanity trip as well as a new location for pics for my photography class. And next weekend is the perfect time...
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OMG! I had the weirdest, and coolest dream lastnight. I dreamt that I cuddled nekkidly with Becky.


Weird.

Lastnight was a huge breakdown for me. So much so that it affected those I care about and dont want to lose completely. With the holidays coming up, its really hard for me to focus on the fact that at least I have my kids to spend it with. As much as I want/need someone to care for and love, and love me back, I...
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