Why is it that I'm always there for everyone, but not for myself?
I fail at everything
m0ngrel:
you 'did' help me get my defias mask though...
you 'did' help me get my defias mask though...
I need a lot of positive energy sent my way ASAP! There are positions opening in my carreer feild and I want them BADLY so I can conitinue on, as well as GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE!
One of them is a temp contract job in LA, whereas the other would be up in Marin in NorCal. I am applying to both and would...
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One of them is a temp contract job in LA, whereas the other would be up in Marin in NorCal. I am applying to both and would...
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I've been trying not to look back on my life as of late. The past year saw a lot of pain and struggle that still continues today. It's hard for me at times not to focus on the negative or even the past. I am trying to change those ways. I constantly look at my father, who in all rights should be a source of...
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Had a lot of fun lastnight. For once in my life I didnt let my current life or situation or ANYTHING get in the way of me just having fun and ringing in the new year. I drank. Not excessively, but I drank. Watched a TON of Metalocalypse, since it was having a marathon on Adult Swim lastnight. And I crashed at the party house....
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beckyjane:
Well as much as we whinge, it's not TOO bad being us, right?
2007 HAS to improve.
2007 HAS to improve.
beckyjane:
well we have more than 350 days to make it great!
Wow, so I somehow managed to give myself food poisoning the other night. Yes ME. I poisoned myself. Go fucking figure. So even with all this, I still tried to go into work yesterday. Stayed for about 2.5 hrs and then left. Yacking on the way to the car too. Not fun. Then coming home, hitting the bed for about 5 hrs or so, and...
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mamathunder:
mama sings:
*sammiches are beautiful
sammiches are fine
I like sammiches
I eat them all the time
I eat them for my breakfast
I eat them for my lunch and
if I had a hundred sammiches
I'd eat them all at once*
*sammiches are beautiful
sammiches are fine
I like sammiches
I eat them all the time
I eat them for my breakfast
I eat them for my lunch and
if I had a hundred sammiches
I'd eat them all at once*
Merry Xmas to all my peeps. Be safe, drink lots, and just go with the flow.
Fuck its cold, but I love it. Supposedly its to get down to 31 tonight. Yes, thats cold for San Diego kids. Considering I slept in PJ pants, Tshirt and socks lastnight and a comforter as well, and I was STILL cold, says somethin.
In other news: My photog class is now over. I need to look up whether I can take classes next semester....
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In other news: My photog class is now over. I need to look up whether I can take classes next semester....
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Hey look! Another blog about how lonely I am!!
beckyjane:
Thank you for the birthday wishes, babe!
I'm sorry you are still lonely.
I'm sorry you are still lonely.
I'm giving up on dating and women. Done. Who the hell needs em. Nothing but fucking trouble and heartache.
i bet its cause you've spent most of your life worrying about making everyone else happy or content that you've forgoten how to be 'your' best pal, and take care of you... oh wait, thats how 'I' feel about my life. Hrmmm... well, maybe we're similar in those regards
anywho... it takes some time. i'm just recently starting to think of me me me.
i'm not sure that i like it much, but i've gone down a pant size and my bills are getting smaller (and some are even going away)
regardless... ya got pals. ones that dig ya.