I wish i could write something in high spirits and happier. But the truth is, I dont feel it.
I feel like I'm at a crossroads. I am really close to just letting things go with my exGF/ supposed friend. I'm having a really hard time letting go of all the anger and hurt she's caused since our breakup about 1.5yrs ago. I cant stand...
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I feel like I'm at a crossroads. I am really close to just letting things go with my exGF/ supposed friend. I'm having a really hard time letting go of all the anger and hurt she's caused since our breakup about 1.5yrs ago. I cant stand...
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When does it end?
m0ngrel:
"always like this"
~~Leon (The Professional)
~~Leon (The Professional)
So tired.....
m0ngrel:
mmhmmm me tooz
Tonight I went to the cast and crew screening for Beowulf. I took my friend Trish, and we had a blast. The movie was great!!! The CG is phenomenal!!! And I also made the credits!! WOOOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
/No epic fail
I feel good right now. Real good.
Now go see the movie. Please.
/No epic fail
I feel good right now. Real good.
Now go see the movie. Please.
hellocupcake:
that's pretty awesome 
I need to stop evaluating my life and just learn to move the fuck forward and on. Either that or just give up and end things.
My problem is my lack of patience. With anything. I want things and I want them now. I want to change things and change people and I want it now and thats not how things work. I want to...
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My problem is my lack of patience. With anything. I want things and I want them now. I want to change things and change people and I want it now and thats not how things work. I want to...
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m0ngrel:
i use to go to an amazing coffee shop called psychobabble... oh wait, that was a different coffee shop
psychobabble is the kinda suckee one near my place now, hrmmmm
anyway
i'm right there with ya bud
i just ran outta tears when i was a little kid
i wish i could cry
i'm an emotionless lump that knows when to preform the smiles n frowns because it makes life easier
people don't wanna hear the answers to their questions of how ya doin, etc
bleh
im a hate'er lately
i just hide it
see ya in the shadows
=|
psychobabble is the kinda suckee one near my place now, hrmmmm
anyway
i'm right there with ya bud
i just ran outta tears when i was a little kid
i wish i could cry
i'm an emotionless lump that knows when to preform the smiles n frowns because it makes life easier
people don't wanna hear the answers to their questions of how ya doin, etc
bleh
im a hate'er lately
i just hide it
see ya in the shadows
=|
I love scotch.
Aberlour.
Let it be known.
That is all.
Aberlour.
Let it be known.
That is all.
m0ngrel:
me too
good day sir
good day sir
beckyjane:
That last pic is too cute.
Made me smile this morning.
Made me smile this morning.
Yuck!!
Camp Pendleton area smelled disgusting. Not saying it smells any better here in La Mesa. Bleah!!!
Tomorrow I am taking the kids to the Punkin Patch and then we're gonna carve our punkins and roast our seeds. CAN'T WAIT!!!
I'll post pics when all is said and done.
Camp Pendleton area smelled disgusting. Not saying it smells any better here in La Mesa. Bleah!!!
Tomorrow I am taking the kids to the Punkin Patch and then we're gonna carve our punkins and roast our seeds. CAN'T WAIT!!!
I'll post pics when all is said and done.
beckyjane:
Never had roasted pumpkin seeds. They good?
m0ngrel:
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!
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m0ngrel:
thats awesome
you should post more of your random pictures
i likes em
you should post more of your random pictures
i likes em
The lolcat pic in the previous post was meant as a funny. Not saying im depressed or anything, even tho we all know the truth.
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I looked at myself in the mirror lastnight, and I got super upset. I'm huge. No wonder nobody wants me. Denial after denial. Rejection after rejection. I'm a mess. As I type this, I don't feel pain or sadness...
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I looked at myself in the mirror lastnight, and I got super upset. I'm huge. No wonder nobody wants me. Denial after denial. Rejection after rejection. I'm a mess. As I type this, I don't feel pain or sadness...
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m0ngrel:
m1nq you too mang
i just figured the topic woulda come up in chat
i feel the same way about weight... no matter what i try i just get bigger
even when i had room for all of my weights and punching bag to be setup
i'd work out and ya sure it was prolly muscle, but i just got bigger and didn't lose any belly or chins
that sucked... its hard enough to find nice XL clothes ya know?
starvation seems to be working, at least thats what mgal says
but she's kinda obliged to say nice things to me, lol
*le sigh
i'm depressed often. i hide it cause it makes life easier i guess
m1nq indeed
i just figured the topic woulda come up in chat
i feel the same way about weight... no matter what i try i just get bigger
even when i had room for all of my weights and punching bag to be setup
i'd work out and ya sure it was prolly muscle, but i just got bigger and didn't lose any belly or chins
that sucked... its hard enough to find nice XL clothes ya know?
starvation seems to be working, at least thats what mgal says
but she's kinda obliged to say nice things to me, lol
*le sigh
i'm depressed often. i hide it cause it makes life easier i guess
m1nq indeed