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Thursday Mar 26, 2009

Mar 26, 2009
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I've been dealing with a headache all damn day. I know what it is. It's stress. I've already taken about 6 200mg advils today, and it hasnt helped. Taken the edge off maybe and gave me that medicine high, but thats it. Its time to honor Lainey and turn to my other medicine.

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I might be late to the game on this one, so forgive me if I am. I was recently listening to a favorite streaming radio station and was amazed by this band that I heard. So I went and downloaded (yes paid for) 3 albums worth of this band called "Garmarna". Swedish Folk music, with (sometimes) a modern twist. Very old and tribal sounding but awesome. I really can't get enough of them right now.

Speaking of music, I will share with you some online stations that I listen to often.

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Soma FM -Stations I listen to there are typically: Groove Salad, Secret Agent, Drone Zone, Space Station, Illinois street lounge, and occasionally Doomed.

Digitally Imported - Who doesnt listen to this one. So many channels to choose from.

Digital Gunfire - I find lots of new bands on this one.

Dub Beautiful - Sadly this one is dying or dead. For whatever reason its actually UP right now. But soon RIP. frown

Membrain Radio - This is a new one that I got from m0ngrel It's awesome. smile

Pandora - Another "who doesnt use this?" station. The one I keep coming back to though, is one that m0ngrel gave me that he made called "cattledog radio". Its blues. Its great. Listen and love.

BlueMars - This one is great for all kinds of reasons. It has 3 stations to choose from. All great for Yoga, or relaxing, or for being all psychonauty. This is the site where I found Garmarna. Love it. Live it.

Thats pretty much it. Any other suggestions?

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Had my weekly Thursday night drawing class tonight. It was really relaxing. The model was great too. We had talked a lot about some relationship issues, but the one thing that she said to me before leaving was "start dating again". This wasnt for her benefit. She's got her people. So was this a message from the universe or something? I recently gave up and chose to not date. Since there doesn't seem to be anyone out there thats even remotely interested. So again I ask, is this some sort of a message?

Of course I'd like to have someone in my life. Rarely does anyone really NOT want that. To be honest, I'd totally open my doors if anyone was willing to ever give me a chance. I just feel like there's too many superficial people out there for that to happen. I also feel like theres too many things in my life right now that are broken that would deter any potentials. I don't know. Me being hypercritical again.

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I've been seeing lots of really good sets lately. It's enough to inspire me to shoot again. I've not practiced with models, as I'm more of a scenery and street photographer. But its enough to get the itch going again. I may take the boys out this weekend and just go shoot somewhere. And in BnW. I loves me some black n whites.

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Off to seek enlightenment in Lainey's name.

/cheers
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m0ngrel:
i'm totally down with all those stations, though i often forget the digital gunfire one.
messages are out there for us to interpret according to our own situations, take it in stride, feel the vibe, go with the flow... wink
cheers brutha
"... to get to the place where information can detach
itself from the material matrix and then look back on a cast-off mode
of being as it rises into a higher dimension." ~Terence Mckenna
Mar 27, 2009
bitten:
seriously so less hopeful sets a day??? that is not good. that is going to put the queue so backed up. it is already in june as it is now!!!
Mar 27, 2009

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