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Is it monday already? Jesus.

Did a whole lot of nothing today. Played some WoW. Might do some light reading before heading off to bed. Maybe smoke or something. I dunno.

Good thing about this week is that I get to do some work in MoBu. Actually animating this time instead of just assembling/retargeting simple scenes. Yup, I get to handle two actor shots. This is a good step in the direction I want to take. Go me.

I want my new camera, but I need to be smart about it and save the money up for it. I need to email Ritz again tomorrow and make sure the fucksticks actually cancelled it. I keep getting emails on the "status" of my order. Morons, I swear.

Still lonely. Think its just a phase, as lately I just haven't cared. Meh. Oh well. Hard to keep up the confidence and the "front" of making people think that you matter when it just doesn't work. Sure I can be the sweet guy, I can be the friend, I can be a big hearted caring person. But is that what people are looking for? No.

But oh well. Fuck them. My world is better off without the superficiality of lame people.