I just read Fractals article. It's a good short read. And it rings true. Sorta.

While I dread the idea of being single for the rest of my life, I'm also not very eager to jump into a relationship either. My heart is very guarded right now. As some people know. And it sucks to do, but thats what I need to do for now. I would love to be able to meet someone and just have them like me for who I am. Oh, and not be Bi and in a current and happy relationship. =\.

I am working on my wieght. I got a new bike that I'll be riding to work to not only help lose the weight, but also save on gas. Personally if anyone was in a decent distance from their workplace, then everyone should be biking. With all the crap going on right now with gas prices, looks like its going that route anyways. But I digress.

Tonight after work, I tested myself and I rode from near Overland, all the way down to Lincoln. I was trying to see if it was do-able to cross the bridge at Lincoln and then the rest of the way to work. But there's no bike lane that I can take, and at those hours in the morning, it would be pretty dangerous. So I'll have to cross at Centinella and work my way over to work from there. Its a fun ride though. My ass still hurts, and my legs are still kinda jello-like, but fuck it. They say that exercising is just as good, if not better than therapy. I definately feel a mental clarity and a raise in spirits afterwards.

I just hope that when I lose all the weight, that I don't turn into a dick. There's a lot of anger that I have towards this superficial culture we have going on here in LA. Actually, no I won't be a dick.

Work:
Where does one begin with this place. Its a fucking madhouse. Circus at times. I half expect midgets or clowns to start running through the building half the time. I especially love how with my bosses gone, people have been coming to me for answers. I even got the verbal pat on the back today from our VP on a decision I made lastweek in the absence of my manager. Meh. But at least I get shit done. And its good quality work.

Well, it's time to take these old bones to bed.