Today I ended my friendship with my "ex". We've been trying to be friends for about a year now. Since the breakup. I just find that I can't take it anymore when all she does is talk about her and her BF that she left me for, for 90% of our phone conversations. Talking about how their trying to get pregnant, etc.
The thing that rubs me most, is that the relationship is nearly identicle to ours, only the guy is 54, a millionare, and his wife is psycho. I just dont know what my problem is that I cant get over it all and just be friends. I have a lot to be angry about, just as she has. But she wants me to support her and the guy that she left ME for? I just don't get it. Or maybe I'm just too immature to get it. Who knows. All I know is how I feel, and I have to recognize that, not deny it. Truth is, I hate it. Hated it since the day it started. I've just always clung on hoping that their relationship would turn to shit and she would come back. False dreams, I know.
Its bullshit, its all bullshit, and I'm tired of being alone.
The thing that rubs me most, is that the relationship is nearly identicle to ours, only the guy is 54, a millionare, and his wife is psycho. I just dont know what my problem is that I cant get over it all and just be friends. I have a lot to be angry about, just as she has. But she wants me to support her and the guy that she left ME for? I just don't get it. Or maybe I'm just too immature to get it. Who knows. All I know is how I feel, and I have to recognize that, not deny it. Truth is, I hate it. Hated it since the day it started. I've just always clung on hoping that their relationship would turn to shit and she would come back. False dreams, I know.
Its bullshit, its all bullshit, and I'm tired of being alone.