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San Diego, CA

Member Since 2006

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Sunday Sep 24, 2006

Sep 24, 2006
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Ok, i need to get out of my funk. Its been about 3 months since the breakup. I still love her, and it still hurts to talk to her, but i need to get my head on straight and just move forward. I'm tired of being jobless. I'm tired of being an emotional wreck all the time. I'm tired of being depressed. I'm tired of living here in this shithole apartment. I'm tired of being lonely. I'm tired of the fact that all the people that I love or like live too far away. I'm tired of the fact that all my friends turned their back on me and now I have none, save for a few online people.

It's time to do something. It's time to stop feeling sorry for myself and kicking myself when I'm already down. I still hate myself. But I'm hoping that will change. I still think I'm ugly as sin, but I'm hoping that will change. Just hate doing things alone. Life feels so empty when theres nobody in it that cares about you.

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