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Tonight was fucking awesome on a lot of fronts!! Hopefully something springs forth from it.

I think its time for me to find my own place. It's going to suck. But whatever.

Twice now I've gone to the garage to watch my Friday night TV, and let the love birds have their alone time. Twice now I've been locked out of the house, with them knowing full well that I'm out there. So fuck it. I think its time that...
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Dropkick tonight was really fun. Had a load of fun with my family, and a bunch of work friends. Cat and Fiddle after the show for much needed foodness. I am stupidly tired now, so I must slumber.


On a side note: I have no idea why, but I got kinda sad and thought about "her" tonight, and why she wasn't there enjoying the evening...
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Lets see.....I suppose I could update.

Fairly good weekend. Consisted mostly of sleeping, beer drinking, Mary, and games. Entirely NOT what I had planned in the previous post.

Sunday morning my grandfather(only by marriage, not blood) died. Funeral is Friday, but I'm not going.

Sometime over the weekend, my car got vanalized. Both rear lights had holes punched into them. Drivers side has a scratch...
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Don't support the great Flower Holocaust!! Don't support the senseless slaughtering and profiteering off billions of flowers in the name of "love". Giaia is weeping.


Anywho. I'm going to kick back and laugh at all of the sheep that give in to this lame excuse of a hallmark holiday. Enjoy wasting your money on loved ones. Enjoy spending vast amounts of money on flowers that...
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Dropped the ergonomic bomb at work today. After 2 attempts of trying to talk to my boss about it, only to have him get sidetracked or roll his eyes, laugh and walk away. So now they're going to have an "ergonomics specialist" come in and evaluate. Yay me. It kinda showed today that he was a little upset at me because he barely spoke to...
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So far this week is brutal. Not in a bad depressed or emotional way. More like work overload. We have tons of projects coming down the line, and lots of work coming up. We're in the midst of trying to build a buffer of finished data to hand off to a client by Friday, but there's a weak link in the chain that's causing some...
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Feeling grEat right now.....

AACK!!

I can't believe they did THIS to one of my favorite songs.

EMO BEAR RIGHTS!!!!!!!!!!


ugh.

I finally used a gift card I had gotten for Xmas.

I bought this: Isle of Jura 21yr

Haven't tried it just yet. I want my cold to go away first.


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Also, tonight I'll be attempting and making an Avocado pie. Yep. Sounds weird, but we'll see.

Well shit, that didnt work.

Now that my voice is about 3 octaves lower, I think I'll be stayin in today and vitamin bombing my body.

I'm sippin some hot green tea now, and when I wake up a little more I plan on hitting up Ralph's or something for some Emergen C and airborne. And if it decides to go full bore into me,...
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