_elliott_

so, the uni year is over for me. i finished my last exam today, which went okay considering i was dancing to fabulous indie tunes til 5am this morning. lack of motivation has been my problem this year, i am barely scraping through, which is neither smart or funny. but i will get my act together come 2005, i will i will i will. must cut down on work hours, doing almost 30 hours when one is a full-time third year student with a busy social life (yes...me and my imaginary friends) is not a good combination.
going home to finland on tuesday, i cannot wait. honestly in need on family time, hugging my best friend and dog and mom's cooking. ah it shall be fantastic.
in other news, my band had an ace practice the other night. i sang and people were impressed. i want to sing more, but i don't know if post-rock has room for that. we shall see.
i bought myself some cds for christmas as i am highly selfish. i got:
- 1986 by one last wish
- a retrospective by saetia
- fun by daniel johnston
- a negative for francis by rothko
- built on squares by the starlight mints
oh what a merry christmas it will be!

ps. i have a horrible crush. there is somebody i have dreams about every night. happy dreams, good dreams. but this person is so amazing it is impossible. i don't feel worthy of him. emorant over.

uhm, so yeah. i'm hoping good christmas times for everyone, i feel slightly festive