_elliott_

people are ghey. they cancel band practices or disappear completely so we can't even book one. i'm supposed to be in two bands at the mo, but it doesn't feel like it as nobody can sort out their timetables to actually get together and practice. i want action, i want things to happen! like yesterday! what am i supposed to do, twiddle my thumbs while people are busy having tea with the family, working, moving, or going to see a band in glasgow (these and more have been used to justify missing a practice recently).
also, i have been in a pissy mood all week because of various people in my life are turning out to be less and less perfect than i hoped. i've realised that if i didn't forgive people for a lot of things or just look away a lot, i would probably have no friends at all.
oh well.
i know i'm far from perfect, but sometimes i feel that others are even further away