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We cling to our names because we think they emphasis our seperateness and compelteness and importance, but deep down we know that we are neither seperate, nor complete, nor very important, nor are we terribly happy.
~Janet Frame
Novel Nomenclature
Aging, and the Matter of My Pleasantly Impending Doom
My birthday had always been a subject of derision and fear. It marks the inexorable passing...
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pixen:
I'm posting your CDs today!
I still think of you as Amaranth.
I still think of you as Amaranth.
missellie:
i have to admit, i'm quite a fan of birthdays, though they rarely live up to my expectations. i guess i'm just a complete attention whore so a day devoted to me is usually appreciated.
i'm very pleased that yours was a good one, perhaps you will be converted yet..
i'm very pleased that yours was a good one, perhaps you will be converted yet..
Hippy Pappy, Bthuthdth thuthda bthuthdy
I am older today.
This time it's true.
I am older today.
This time it's true.
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missjasmine:
i'm getting my chestpiece touched up + stitches around my wrist and ankles...plus i'll get my tattooist to draw up some new stuff for me 
i will post pics for sure!
i will post pics for sure!
missjasmine:
london will be a semi-permanent move...two or three years...funfunfun!
and happy birthday for the other day! hope you had a great one...
and happy birthday for the other day! hope you had a great one...
Tomorrow is the day. I am apprehensive.
ADDENNUM:
How does one politely ask someone to come over, so that one can cry into their arms?
ADDENNUM:
How does one politely ask someone to come over, so that one can cry into their arms?
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nocturnalist:
Tomorrow is... wait a min... shit, it's a birthday, isn't it? I promised myself I'd come up with something wry and memorable to post and I totally forgot about it. Better go...
ampersand:
Tell ms. Luca that mr Tobias says 
oh, and I cannot take credit for the Kiss joke. Witness my shame as I admit I stole it from the now ex television show Dharma & Greg, which was once upon a time very amusing
oh, and I cannot take credit for the Kiss joke. Witness my shame as I admit I stole it from the now ex television show Dharma & Greg, which was once upon a time very amusing
Jaquelin and I are getting a divorce.
I just caught her singing kiss in the shower.
I just caught her singing kiss in the shower.
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subrosa:
That's because all your other friends are editors. I like to roll with no affiliations.
And thanks. That was quick.
And thanks. That was quick.
mat8drb:
Kiss.
I'm shocked.
You also suck at sleeping. You're still on my MSN list.
I'm shocked.
You also suck at sleeping. You're still on my MSN list.
Today, in contrast, was a good day.
I met _rob_ and missellie and Ambrocius and ScaredofGirls (who I already know) and Alita, if only for half a second, and missjasmine for possibly less time than Alita, and Beige, who was not actually a member.
It was entirely fantastic, and left me feeling foolish for my previous hookup avoidance. SGAU is a much...
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I met _rob_ and missellie and Ambrocius and ScaredofGirls (who I already know) and Alita, if only for half a second, and missjasmine for possibly less time than Alita, and Beige, who was not actually a member.
It was entirely fantastic, and left me feeling foolish for my previous hookup avoidance. SGAU is a much...
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ampersand:
I'm glad I was able to save you from the scary beige man. I'm not sure if you were present for beige's depature, but I do feel I may have been perhaps a little overly rude to him. What I said exactly I cannot remember, but it was enough for him to give me the finger and walk off. I think I broke him with my words and evil rock fingers.
Oh well...
Ooo! And look at me! I have a new username. I'm like a punctuation superhero
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Oh well...
Ooo! And look at me! I have a new username. I'm like a punctuation superhero
[&]
missellie:
i'd forgotten about the double bab action, you really do deserve some kind of badge for that. it was a pleasure to meet you, i hope you're over the trauma of the beige man, his departure was gold.
Today is a Bad Day
This morning I got to watch the sun rise. Insomnia can be charming.
This entry has a purpose: I feel it prudent to inform you that I shall soon be older, and in a more thematic sense than my everyday background aging.
I'm not particularly happy about it. My propensity towards high visibility has convinced me to refrain from obtaining...
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This morning I got to watch the sun rise. Insomnia can be charming.
This entry has a purpose: I feel it prudent to inform you that I shall soon be older, and in a more thematic sense than my everyday background aging.
I'm not particularly happy about it. My propensity towards high visibility has convinced me to refrain from obtaining...
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helly:
hi there... i have no idea why!
chris_sick:
Ney No. 2, instead of emailing you, I posted a journal entry outlining some stuff. Do me a favor and email me your thoughts at ChrisSick@gmail.com, that way I'll have your email address and you can respond to what I posted.
Sorry I'm such a slacker, but between the stie, writing, the group and work I'm shy on time to even get drunk. I drank more coffee than alcohol today, surely a first in my lifetime.
Sorry I'm such a slacker, but between the stie, writing, the group and work I'm shy on time to even get drunk. I drank more coffee than alcohol today, surely a first in my lifetime.
I am done with taking what I have been given.
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ampersand:
I am done with losing my mind.
no. wait. no I'm not.
I hope all is ok, and that fetish waitress is not causing too many headaches
no. wait. no I'm not.
I hope all is ok, and that fetish waitress is not causing too many headaches
lillithvain:
Thanks for the nice comment that you left on my set today. 
I'm done giving what everyone else takes.
I'm done giving what everyone else takes.
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pixen:
Have you seen/know about www.crybloxsome.com ?
pixen:
Yes, it is based in Perth...that is why I asked.
If you were a pony I would shower you in sugar cubes.
If you were a pony I would shower you in sugar cubes.
I'm so horribly sick of being this poor, and I'm so horribly poor at being this sick. Did I toast newborns in a past life? Why do I (why does anyone) deserve to live like this?
Why on earth do the Student Pitance AND as much work as I can manage still combine to be not enough money for one person to live on? Why...
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Why on earth do the Student Pitance AND as much work as I can manage still combine to be not enough money for one person to live on? Why...
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herenow:
Nobody deserves it, it's just what happens sometimes.
nill:
Having experienced both, the only thing worse than surviving on a student's subsistance payment is having 40% of your income devoured by taxes.
woot thats sweet