Heya boys and girls!
I haven't checked in for a while so I'll fill to whom it may concern in on what's been happening in my little life.
Still working the 3rd shift grind, major suckfest all around but it continues to pay the bills.
School is back in swing (already 5th week of 8 week classes) and I am marathoning my way to geting my degree this year. As it stands right now I have a chance of an attractive offer lined up with a medical technology company, I applied and they said they were holding my application until I graduated, and they would be contacting me soon to begin the interview process. Let's all keep our fingers crossed for that!
The relationship and women fronts are still dead. I think I came to a realization this week, I think I am actually afraid of women. No matter what I do, I can't seem to talk to young, attractive women, or for that matter any woman that I find attractive. I freeze up, and can't even offer a squeaky "good morning" or "hi" around my work. I work in a fucking hospital where the women-to-men ratio is something like 500:1, you would think I would be able to find someone there. But the problem is, if I don't ever grow a pair to actually talk to some of these women, I'm never going to get anywhere. Maybe me being paralizingly shy is adoreable to some woman out there but I apparently haven't turned red and stumbled out a 1 word phrase to her yet...
Moving on, my buddies bachelor party is coming up in a few weeks, as is his wedding. Very happy for him. Also my birthday is just around the corner, so if any ladies want to get me either something special that I haven't gotten in 4 years now or maybe perform a "job" for me that I have NEVER, yes never, gotten... feel free to let me know!
Anyways, since there is a dude peeing on the ground outside accross the street from me right now, and that doesn't make me happy, I'm going to close this entry. As the temperature rises to a wonderful 80 degrees today, that's 26 C for all my Canadian and international hotties out there, I'll be spending my day asleep.
... go me.
P.S. Benten's new pic set is totally amazingly hawt, I command all who read this to go see it. that is all.
I haven't checked in for a while so I'll fill to whom it may concern in on what's been happening in my little life.
Still working the 3rd shift grind, major suckfest all around but it continues to pay the bills.
School is back in swing (already 5th week of 8 week classes) and I am marathoning my way to geting my degree this year. As it stands right now I have a chance of an attractive offer lined up with a medical technology company, I applied and they said they were holding my application until I graduated, and they would be contacting me soon to begin the interview process. Let's all keep our fingers crossed for that!
The relationship and women fronts are still dead. I think I came to a realization this week, I think I am actually afraid of women. No matter what I do, I can't seem to talk to young, attractive women, or for that matter any woman that I find attractive. I freeze up, and can't even offer a squeaky "good morning" or "hi" around my work. I work in a fucking hospital where the women-to-men ratio is something like 500:1, you would think I would be able to find someone there. But the problem is, if I don't ever grow a pair to actually talk to some of these women, I'm never going to get anywhere. Maybe me being paralizingly shy is adoreable to some woman out there but I apparently haven't turned red and stumbled out a 1 word phrase to her yet...
Moving on, my buddies bachelor party is coming up in a few weeks, as is his wedding. Very happy for him. Also my birthday is just around the corner, so if any ladies want to get me either something special that I haven't gotten in 4 years now or maybe perform a "job" for me that I have NEVER, yes never, gotten... feel free to let me know!
Anyways, since there is a dude peeing on the ground outside accross the street from me right now, and that doesn't make me happy, I'm going to close this entry. As the temperature rises to a wonderful 80 degrees today, that's 26 C for all my Canadian and international hotties out there, I'll be spending my day asleep.
... go me.
P.S. Benten's new pic set is totally amazingly hawt, I command all who read this to go see it. that is all.