Empty
I guess it takes really stupid things for me to realize how empty my life is right now. I just finished painting my living room yesterday and it looks great! I'm so happy because this project was like 2 months in the making and I had to keep putting it off for various reasons. Now it's finally done and I'm so happy it uplifts my mood.
Well today I finished putting stuff back on the walls and such and really got it dialed in. I've been calling friends and family all fucking day to try and find someone who might be interested in coming over and seeing it all done, and no one is around. All these good-for-nothing friends that I haven't even seen hide nor hair of in about 2 weeks (not since the halloween party). It's like I'm dealing with a bunch of high school kids, if there's no drinking or foolishness involved, no one wants any part of it.
I hope I don't sound too emo with this or anything but damn... SOMEONE around who cares would be welcomed once and a while.
I guess it takes really stupid things for me to realize how empty my life is right now. I just finished painting my living room yesterday and it looks great! I'm so happy because this project was like 2 months in the making and I had to keep putting it off for various reasons. Now it's finally done and I'm so happy it uplifts my mood.
Well today I finished putting stuff back on the walls and such and really got it dialed in. I've been calling friends and family all fucking day to try and find someone who might be interested in coming over and seeing it all done, and no one is around. All these good-for-nothing friends that I haven't even seen hide nor hair of in about 2 weeks (not since the halloween party). It's like I'm dealing with a bunch of high school kids, if there's no drinking or foolishness involved, no one wants any part of it.
I hope I don't sound too emo with this or anything but damn... SOMEONE around who cares would be welcomed once and a while.