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Wednesday Dec 07, 2011

Dec 7, 2011
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Alright, fuck. I've been ignoring SG and been non-active for a very long time. So enough of the silent treatment, how goes it people? Hope life is well for all. It's been a decent year thus far, it's been so fucking long I am doing an entire year summary! LOL Anywho, the list is long but some of the highlights..

I starting smoking and quit smoking AGAIN I swear more than half of my posts are about cigarettes. I started up again sometime last March and I've been smoke free for about 2 and 1/2 weeks. During that time I was smoking again I got Strep, a sinus infection and most recently another bacterial/throat infection. I was coughing up blood during the last illness and it made me stop and think about whether or not this is truly the way I wanted to die... LOL Morbid yes but also cold hard facts. So once again smoke free although I will allow myself the social cigarette when I'm @ a bar/drinking. I know I'll be smoking about this time so why make myself feel bad about it.

I got to see both The Pixies and Morrissey in Santa Fe a few weeks back. Amazing shows! They really felt special, like the kinds of shows that are once in a lifetime. If anyone was there, the whole silent movie clip The Pixies played before the show has burned itself a strange nitch in my mind. I knew the lyric was "slicing up eyeballs" but that scene was just fucked!!! LOL eeek

Been back @ CNM starting a very long path of school once again. I've been working as a Pharm Tech and I've decided to invest the time, money, brain power, will power etc etc to be a Pharmacist. I've made my way into this field and I could see myself staying in it for a long time. I've been receiving postive vibes and encouragement from my friends and loved ones so I think I made the right choice. I wasn't sure if I was doing the right thing but I kinda underestimate myself a bit. It's nice to know they have faith in me and feel it was the wise decision as well.

FUCK this turned into a novel!! LOL I've barely scratched the surface. I guess I'll sum up some key points in single words/sentenceds... ummm...back to drinking, drinking, drinking and smoking wink good times!... brief intense romance/bittersweet breakup frown .... new tattoos!! yay!! biggrin ....a few good concerts along the way.... long standing friendship turns romantic/can we still be friends?? hmmm blackeyed .......frienships lost, friendships strengthened..... friend in emergency room..... different friend in emergency room.... WTF another friend in emergency ROOM?!? ......... LOL yeahhhh....It's been interesting. But fuck it, I've got to finish studying for my final tommorrow and I have to get a new license tommorrow, yet another semi-interesting story for another time! LAters SG
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_deviant1_:
"But aren't they sooo dreamy!" puke Lol! But damn, what a disappointment! At least that didn't completely ruin the show for you and you got to meet em and get some autographs. That is pretty sweet!
Dec 11, 2011
pagey:
Was very sweet. Haha, had an amazing time.
Dec 12, 2011

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