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Friday May 22, 2009

May 22, 2009
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So I'm back from Albuquerque. I took a trip out there last week to see what progress I had made/ to see if the "lifestyle" still fits.
-It doesn't.-
To move back would be a step in the wrong direction. I miss alot of things about that place but its mostly the people and a few cool spots. I am lacking the correct support structure out there. As soon as I was back it was pretty much back to all the old ways. It doesn't help that I have a bunch of drug using, alcoholic, suicidal friends. So to even consider going back about 3 major changes would have to happen.

Anyways the major reason for going was to see NIN! I got burned at the With Teeth Summer Tour 2006 in Burque by the previously. I mean dissed pretty hardcore before, during and after. So now it was my chance to do over without the drama. Fuck you. This is MY show!!

This song hit me pretty hard in particular. I'm not sure why, I do love the song (Especially on the Still album) but this time around it was the right place at the right time.



(Yes that is the song that is used in the Terminator Salvaton trailer, which was also filmed in Albuquerque and NM. Fitting No?)

Here is another for fun



So the day after I'm back I went to the Irvine show! Bwah Ha Ha! That's right. I saw them twice!
Although the Irvine show was nothing like the Burque show for several reasons.
1. I had lawn tix for this one, going from pit passes to lawn is enough to ruin any show.
2. It was like I was at a fucking ball game. Some vendors waling through the crowd shouting "Peanuts" and "Churros." Then the crowd consists of a bunch of guys holding their chicks, both trying to look cool. And will not shut the FUCK UP! I mean what THE FUCK?! Shows to me are unadulterated emotional rage! Yeah I'm bitter, and this is not a diss to women at all! I have seen some women fucking throw down at shows. Just not at this one. *Sigh*
3. Then Motherfuckers boo when NIN finished Head Like a Hole and walked off stage. I was ready to fucking punch some dumb fucks in the mouth. But it was only me and they were many.
First and last show I'll see at Verizon in Irvine.

And this is so not a shot at Trent or NIN. They were tight as ever.
Exhibit C:



Trent you are a musical inspiration. Fucking badass.
mrsted_stryker:
hahahahha You are a romantic honey! Dont psh ME you ARE!!! And most of the girls you find dont appreciate that!! Anyway, you are on a great journey and I am very proud of you for that! So screw girls for the moment and just concentrate on YOU! smile
It was great seeing you again!

oh and btw.. I cant get Locks words outta my head now. I even posted a blog last week with this video in it. I KNOW if I took that quiz I would no longer be Kate. I am totally Lock.
great, I am crazy!!! I would rather be a hot and cold heartless bitch! wink

May 23, 2009

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