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So I made the move to SoCal, been here since August actually. But haven't been online till now. So I had to get away from the poison in Albuquerque. Some kind of evil energy resides there I think, and it was consuming me. Where I'm at now is alright, but sure as hell not the place I plan on living for long. I really wasn't so naive to think that Cali would be perfect or some shit but I needed an escape. I'm going to keep on moving but to where, right now I don't know. My family out here stresses me the fuck out. My immediate family are the only people I consider family, my brother and sisters their families and very few others but they are always talking shit about everything from religion to race and trying to put me down in the process it seems. I really don't care what anyone's beliefs are, as long as they don't intentionally harm someone, as long as the are in the right spirit AND Intelligent. Key word being intelligent. Blind belief and unquestioning following is not my thing. Plus the people out here suck. I think they can sense I don't believe their bullshit or maybe don't act like a fucking yuppie or wear a fucking uniform they can easily identify. Its like fuck, I never had this shit going on in Albuquerque, but a brand new set of problems no matter where you are I guess. So phew there it is, for nobody to read but I had to vent somehow. Going fucking nuts but I'll learn from it and Move On................