-Touche Amore-
Im coming to terms that Im not concerned
With planting my feet but moving onward
Im growing older but I can't get over
The need of colder skin when I know that home is warmer
It's just that I have this problem
Where I want to be everywhere Im not
But Im thankful for what Ive got
A room in a house where my bed may stay
But the feel of anothers sheets help keep my demons away
Its become clear that what keeps me here
Is that sense of failure and other nightmares
Ive become jaded and I cant escape it
The thought of settling when I know it's what I hated
It's just I have this problem
Where I want to be everywhere Im not
It's just I know myself and Ill sacrifice everything Ive got
Though I cant afford to eat as much as I would like to be
And my bills wont pay themselves so Ill come up with another scheme
This place looks better from a passenger window
Or when stared at from up above
But when youre chasing brightness
You'll lose concern with the damage done
It's not my fault
Ill try to call
No ties no roots I'm fine.