_dallas_

i think my mind should just relax. for those of you that know whats been going on lately, ive made up my mind. im happy, and i need to understand that things wont always be perfect. i know he loves me, and for me, that is enough. i will worry about the rest as it comes along.

its been a long and bumpy road, but i wouldnt have it any other way.

in short... wedding is still on!






danny and i both agree that when i was abducted, that man took a part of me with him. my innocence. i have had a very hard time trusting people now. it has changed my whole world. i need to remember that danny will not hurt me, and will not let anyone else hurt me again. i need to remember that my dwelling on this incident is only hurting everyone around me as well.

this is probably the most selfish that i have ever been. it was necessary for me to focus on myself while recovering, however. i think i am ready to be me again.

the attack with diesel was a set back, but it was more than enough for me to realize that danny and my family still need me.

see you kids on november 12th!