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Saturday Jan 23, 2010

Jan 23, 2010
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i think my mind should just relax. for those of you that know whats been going on lately, ive made up my mind. im happy, and i need to understand that things wont always be perfect. i know he loves me, and for me, that is enough. i will worry about the rest as it comes along.

its been a long and bumpy road, but i wouldnt have it any other way.

in short... wedding is still on!






danny and i both agree that when i was abducted, that man took a part of me with him. my innocence. i have had a very hard time trusting people now. it has changed my whole world. i need to remember that danny will not hurt me, and will not let anyone else hurt me again. i need to remember that my dwelling on this incident is only hurting everyone around me as well.

this is probably the most selfish that i have ever been. it was necessary for me to focus on myself while recovering, however. i think i am ready to be me again.

the attack with diesel was a set back, but it was more than enough for me to realize that danny and my family still need me.

see you kids on november 12th!
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sonja:
im glad to hear that!
i hope (and dont think) it will snow again, but ill definitely take more pics if it snows againsmile
i made pork roast with red cabbage and dumplings on the first and second day and goulash with pasta and applesauce on the third biggrin
next time youll have to come, thats the only way to get a bite. whats leftovers? wink haha
Jan 23, 2010
charbo:
Ich vermissen dich <3
Jan 23, 2010

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