full of regrets. so unfulfilled. i should have done more. i should have cared more. i should have been there for you, as you were for me. your never ending kindness is never forgotten. your legacy has moved me. touching my soul. opening my eyes.
this life is too short.
it is too late for me to prove to you all that you were to me. too late for you to experience my new found maturity.
-on a side note, you won't even be at my wedding. not in the flesh anyway. how the fuck am i supposed to do this without you? how am i supposed to learn alone, when i can't turn to you for counseling and guidance? i still need you! i hope your rest is as peaceful as they say. you deserve it. but that doesn't mean i will miss you any less. that i will cry any less. in my opinion, this still isn't fair.-
this life is too short.
it is too late for me to prove to you all that you were to me. too late for you to experience my new found maturity.
-on a side note, you won't even be at my wedding. not in the flesh anyway. how the fuck am i supposed to do this without you? how am i supposed to learn alone, when i can't turn to you for counseling and guidance? i still need you! i hope your rest is as peaceful as they say. you deserve it. but that doesn't mean i will miss you any less. that i will cry any less. in my opinion, this still isn't fair.-
It is never to late to honor your Grandfathers memory. Every life you touch with kindness, patience, humor and unconditional love is a reflection of the guidance and wisdom that he shared with you.
He will even be there at your wedding, holding your arm as you walk down that aisle, even if no one else can see him, sending you off to this next chapter in your life.
I am glad to see you so happy again, everyone deserves happiness and love