_dallas_

so lonely, so sad, so empty, so fragile, so broken, so down. you dont even know this pain i endure. you dont know how regretful, how contrite, i feel. how guilty and depressed. too late, too far gone, too much to take in.

i hope you know i loved you. i always have, always will. i hope you know that even though i wasnt there, you were a part of me. mind and heart. body and soul.

i will forever carry you with me. your memories. your tales. your love.

edit: Grandpa died last week. Grandma died tonight.... at least they're together now.