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yesterday was nice, now its back to worrying about getting kicked out. my parents say im not allowed to be home during the day, so i get to ride my bike on the greenbelt all day. which is normally nice, but when your not allowed to go home it kinda sucks. i want to go to Alaska and never come back. im going to try to get a ticket there and go see my schizophrenic mother for a while. Colorado holds nothing for me anymore, by the end of the summer i will be kicked out with no where to go. i have said this before, but i dont think im making it through the summer. i havent ingested anything except for espresso for two days, i should probably try and make myself eat. and no, i am not anorexic, i love food. i just lose my appetite when i am depressed.

p.s. does anyone know if hitchhiking is still safe or am i likely to get raped and killed. either way works.