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aaaah gosh
heeello again... this stupid weather makes me a little down...its been rainy and windy days arounf a week so faaar, I caaant live like thiiiis! umberlla all the daaay!

Im feeling down toodaaay, just want to get some attention from someone that i like to...
but since i dont... now im asking for you guys to give me a big fat huuug!
ive been hanging out with someone new lately
just dont know whats going on on mind and heart...
I just want to beee her friend... really... or maybe a little more hahahaha
but I CANT, and i DONT want to
spoil everthing up, dont want to lose him as a friend
and i just cant like him...
or maybe i already did...
oh gosh this stupid crush thing
he's been so nice to me
we have like nothing in common
we're soo different from each other
how can this be happen to me??

:S