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Well hello, what a long holiday But fun! As promised I had entirely too much to drink at the christmas party and flashed the patrons of the american legion that we went to afterwards lol. Definitely the craziest thing I have ever done, but it was so much fun to just cut loose and honestly, I wasn't embarassed at all the next day. I am seeing life in a whole new way and I want to live every day as an experience. I may not do something off the wall or even exciting every day, but it is the only chance I will ever get to live that day, and that is how I intend to look at it from now on!

I have also decided on my new years resolution. I have been entirely too subdued up to this point. I like who I am when I really get to know someone and just act like myself, but I am always obsessing over what people who don't know me well will think of me. I never worry about strangers because I won't see them again, and people who I am already friends with know how I am, but it is the people in the middle that I have trouble with. Not any more, I am going to act the same in every situation, and as long as I'm not hurting anyone I don't care what anyone thinks (mostly talking about my now not so secret crush lol, who I am also resolving to talk about less so this is the last I will mention it).

I want to spend this year expanding my world. Since school it has gotten entirely too small and there are so many people to meet and things to do, I am not going to waste any more time. Haha I know its a blog not a diary, but really what is the difference