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Ok so I came to the conclusion that these pills kinda SUCK. It almost feels like trying to sleep on speed or something, minus the brain going crazy. It makes my heartrate skyrocket!! I get super shakey too. Nervousness is normal too.... It's just a side effect I guess....

I kinda had somewhat enough sleep last night. I went to bed at 8:30pm and woke...
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disposableargent:
*hugs*

pretty soon...you won't have to worry about all these pesky contractions...instead you'll have lil you being all cute and stuffs.

and i had enchiladas the other night...mmmm soo grood



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ta2dmom:
Awwwww, send me some enchiladas!! wink
As for your friend, she's probably seen a lot of her old friends get back into it and she's probably got her own fears about her backsliding too. I wouldn't put much into what she says. Remember, you can say the same thing about her too wink. If you're clean and you know you're staying clean then FUCK 'EM to anyone who doubts you. You're clean for you and for your daughter. You know what a mess it can make and you don't want that. Some people are only happy when others around them are having trouble.
I'm sorry the meds are making you feel icky! But, you won't have to take them for long right? Pretty soon, you can stop them and have a baby!! YAY!
xoxo
kiss


ps, not for nothing but I'm damn proud of you for cleaning up and staying that way. A lot of people aren't strong enough to do what you're doing even when they're pregnant. You're doing great! Congratulations!
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OMG!!!! Got back from the doc's today. THANK GOD I wasn't having contractions when I went in... I was so worried. He perscribed me some pills I gotta take every 6 hours to prevent/stop contractions. I've gotta take them for the next 2-3 weeks.

I was a bit concerned with this specific medication, but he assured me that he was confident that the risks of...
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disposableargent:
Glad to hear that you are doing better pix.



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disposableargent:
It was actually horrible....they passed of something tha sounded wonderful.

beef, spicy tomato sauce, onions over noodles....

as pretty much goulash...i think i'll stick to my sushi at this place....or the teriyaki.



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ta2dmom:
No, he eats the trees and clouds and I don't even have to put cheese on them he really does like those lol.
Mashed potatoes (potatoes in general) make him gag whatever
but, he likes salads so.... I can always just buy a bag of the stuff and put it on his plate. He'll go through a whole bag of salad himself so it's not too bad wink
Hope you're feeling better today!
xoxo
disposableargent:
yeah i know all about the base coat thing...we painted the inside of my old apartment before i left. My dad drilled it into my head to remember to do that with paint. So i'll be good.



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Ok. Today's a new day. I'm trying real hard not to have a bad day. I'm supposed to go to the County Jail today and pick up some money they owe me... It's a funny story really.... Almost 2 years ago when I got arrested I had a whole $14 on me. Well, when I got released they didn't give me my WHOLE $14 back....
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inkedmamajama:
EL SUICIDO LOCO
disposableargent:
If you like those little pics...of the hand drawn guy

Go here...he is one of my favorite artists and there are tons of pictures on there i think you will get a kick out of.



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I'm so fucking lonely I'm bored, I'm angry, I'm bitchy, Wtf happened to all my friends. Does anyone actually give a fuck out there? Pfft Fuck everything. Errrrr...This really sucks. frown Think I might just go back to sleep.
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nana:
confused
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ta2dmom:
Awww hon, I'm sorry. And if I lived anywhere near you, I'd pick you up in my "sweet" mini van and take you to lunch!~ Or shopping. Or just OUT!
I hope you're feeling better soon.
xoxo
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Ah. Got a lot accomplished today. Given I've had to kinda take it easy n what not.

I cleaned out my drawers and stuff so I can have room for all of baby's stuff. GEEZ did I have a lot of CRAP. That took me quite some time. Man, if only I coulda seen myself trying to get up from sitting indian style on the...
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trauma:
Now I'm the federal jury system, and I CAN'T GET OUT!!!!!
ta2dmom:
I think the best thing for you right now in your issues with Wes is that whole probation thing. And, if he gets all butt hurt by it, then just tell him that you have to keep your butt out of trouble and having him around would be a violation that you just can't have with the baby and all! See, it's a perfect answer. wink

As for nesting, I went and did something super stupid when I was pregnant with my second. I was clearing out the bedroom and decided to put the "extra dresser" in our room. What I didn't do was empty it out first and I also didn't take into consideration that it was heavy as fuck! Oooops, pulled abdominal muscles in late pregnancy with a two year old running around is NOT fun. So, just be careful and don't do too much.
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Well, my fear about preterm labor...pfffft. I had a back ache last night that was pretty intense. Called 24 hour nurse (thinkin I was just freaking out) and the on-call doc had me go to the hospital to make sure it wasn't preterm labor.

PFFFT! This was the situation I was worried about. I was having contractions! I didn't even feel them!! At least until...
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ta2dmom:
Oh hon, I hope you're feeling better now. Sometimes, being pregnant really sucks, taking all the fun out of it frown
Tell your Dad and little bro to pamper like a princess until you're feeling better. Which I hope is soon! wink
xoxo
disposableargent:
*big bear hug*

I hope your feelin better. Pretty soon that lil pix willl be born and you won't have to worry about all the craziness your body is going through.

I tried to find a YouTube video of that one i posted...it looks like CNN had taken it off of their with that whole media censorship thing. Anywho the speech was pretty much speaking against war and injustice the world over...it struck me as one of the best anti-war speeches i've heard in a long time. The kicker is that it was in front of the National Capitol with hundreds of thousands of protestors.



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p.s. you should re-add me on msn as i changed my sn xargentumx@gmail.com because of people annoying me via my old account.
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Boys are stupid. Throw rocks at them.

No not really, not all of them. But a lot of them are.

I couldn't believe the nerve Wes had today. It actually made me sick, literally, I threw up.

So he knew I had a doc appointment today. He usually calls me on Wednesdays after the appointment so I can tell him how it went and we...
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knotty1:
Tweakers Suk girlie and things aren't gonna change unless something big changes it for them- Good Luck from one prego to another
committed:
awwww thank you hun! how are you doing lately? I've been hanging in there...good days and bad days...bit more of the latter...anyways I hope you're great!
Take care and come chat whenever...
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It snowed. Go figure. Only this time, school for my lil bro started 2 1/2 hours late. OH NO LETS SHUT DOWN THE CITY!! lol I'll try to get some pictures, but its melting already. Kinda fast. I wish I could get a shot of the mountains (I live where u can take awesome shots of em) But the clouds are hanging out all low,...
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ta2dmom:
We have those all over here. YAY ME! I'm not a dipshit! I knew it, I knew it! wink
I hope people aren't too stupid on the road. Drive safely.
xoxo
kiss
disposableargent:
Your very welcome for the snow...and i'm glad i can not be preggers.

nuff said



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Hmm.. what to blog about today.... Of course there WILL be the usual bitching about being pregnant n stuff, the new aches n pains of the month. But, there's gotta be something more interesting than that! I'm sure you all are already used to that routine lol.

Well, by the end of this month, my room should be baby-a-fied! eeek Holy crap! I'm THAT close already!!...
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disposableargent:
*hugs*

I think you are making a wise decision about Wes. I know you will be the bestest mommy for that little girl.

heh...i used to love squirtin kitties with water bottles.



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disposableargent:
you can have all our snow if you want.

I'm not paying postage though...so you'll have to figure out a way to get it down there.



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