OMG if I have to re-type this fucking up date one more time I'm gonna scream! Stupid Internet Explorer....
Anyways, sorry for not updating sooner, but thing's are kinda the same. Bianca is doing a lot better, the only thing really is her jaundice now... she's still in the NICU and she's under a lamp in a lil incubator
Looks more scary than it really...
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Anyways, sorry for not updating sooner, but thing's are kinda the same. Bianca is doing a lot better, the only thing really is her jaundice now... she's still in the NICU and she's under a lamp in a lil incubator
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tijuana:
Awwww.... she's so precious!!!! I can't wait until she gets home and you can spend all your time with her!!!
missmir:
aaww the poor dear. I hope she gets better soon. What is the jaudice from? Did they say?
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fiendclub:
Oh my god honey she is so beauiful. I am so proud of you! What a miracle!
maryjane:
yay!!!! she's beautiful! congrats mama! she will be home soon!!
:mj:
:mj:
Ok, so I'm feelin a lot better than the last blog. Just one of those days I suppose. I've been pretty crampy and what not, so maybe somethings goin on in there 
I've been alot more calm since that last blog.
My friend Vodka_andhonesty had her baby this morning, CONGRATS!!!! They had an 8lb 2oz baby boy
I am SO happy for them. Now I...
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I've been alot more calm since that last blog.
My friend Vodka_andhonesty had her baby this morning, CONGRATS!!!! They had an 8lb 2oz baby boy
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sweetiyvie:
Hey, did you have your baby yet?? I just got this feeling that you did. Haven't seen you on here for a couple of days!
I'm officially starting to spaz. I can't stand being pregnant anymore!!!!!!!! I can't fucking do this shit!!!!!
I'm so tired of, "hang in there, youre almost there!" No I'm fucking not!! I've been hearing that for weeks!! Every day feels like another month. Everything fucking hurts, everything is uncomfortable, and I'm supposed to be like, oh okay, I'll probably last another 4 weeks? FUCK THAT!...
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I'm so tired of, "hang in there, youre almost there!" No I'm fucking not!! I've been hearing that for weeks!! Every day feels like another month. Everything fucking hurts, everything is uncomfortable, and I'm supposed to be like, oh okay, I'll probably last another 4 weeks? FUCK THAT!...
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sunkist_sudafed:
Vodka_andhonesty had her baby!!!
Look on my blog for pics! She will post more once she gets out of the hospital.
Cheers!
Look on my blog for pics! She will post more once she gets out of the hospital.
Cheers!
missmir:
hahahaha.....awwww you poor dear. I can't WAIT till i get to that stage... 
Apparently that's normal though so don't worry. Happens to the best of us. Just think of it this way, she can't stay in there forever! So eventually she'll be ready and come out, it might be tomorrow you never know, but she'll come out when she's ready and she needs you to be calm.
..but i feel ya, i'm tired of being pregnant and i'm only like 3 months. :/ I'm so nauseous all the time. it fuckin sucks! I can't eat what i want, and i suddenly have no appetite for candy... which is WEIRD. haha...
At least you're far along! ...it will happen soon enough
Apparently that's normal though so don't worry. Happens to the best of us. Just think of it this way, she can't stay in there forever! So eventually she'll be ready and come out, it might be tomorrow you never know, but she'll come out when she's ready and she needs you to be calm.
..but i feel ya, i'm tired of being pregnant and i'm only like 3 months. :/ I'm so nauseous all the time. it fuckin sucks! I can't eat what i want, and i suddenly have no appetite for candy... which is WEIRD. haha...
At least you're far along! ...it will happen soon enough
It's really hot in my house. I can't imagine how women go through pregnancy in the summer. I would be a major bitch. I have every fan in this house on, it's still 82 in here!!
Went to the doc this morn. 38 weeks today. Still at one cm. Another appt on monday.
I was having a hard enough time sleeping as it was, now...
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Went to the doc this morn. 38 weeks today. Still at one cm. Another appt on monday.
I was having a hard enough time sleeping as it was, now...
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trauma:
It was hot there? how hot?
maryjane:
the heat sucks!! so does that damn left arm, lol. 2 more weeks to go for you!! i still have just under 9, myself. i'm hoping she gets here early, but ya just never know. 
:mj:
:mj:
Great. Just when I was actually starting to relax and have normal pregnancy worries. I woken up by a phone call from my ex (yes the one in jail). So I accept to tell him, no baby yet. Blah blah..
Well, I get informed that his Parole plan got accepted. I'm like, "what? where'd u parole to?" His response, "the half-way house." Just from talking...
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Well, I get informed that his Parole plan got accepted. I'm like, "what? where'd u parole to?" His response, "the half-way house." Just from talking...
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trauma:
O lord...dearie I hope things go your way. You're better off keeping your daughter away from the dude until he can prove that he won't fuck up again, but if TX prisons are bad at rehabilitation just like CA prisons, then you're better off not exposing your little girl through that world should your ex be released.
I'm here if you want to talk to me whenever.
I'm here if you want to talk to me whenever.
devilsreject:
thinking of ya hun, hope your doing okay!!
So today, I've been super exhausted. I feel like I could sleep for a week. I am so run down. I feel like I took sleeping pill or something. This pregnancy is really taking its toll on me alright. But it's definately worth it. Trying to be patient still.... hopefully sometime soon...
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sweetiyvie:
YES! You can! Tylenol PM is Tylenol with Benadryl. Or however you spell it. It's safe!
grady31:
I'm doing very well..........Thanks for asking........... I always wondered why no one ever responded to my comments....... 
So I changed the voicemail on my cell phone.
"Hey Guys! No, I haven't had the baby yet. Yes, I'm still pregnant. Yes, I'm doing ok (thanks for asking) so leave me a message and I will get back to you."
I am so irritated with certain people that ONLY call to see if the baby is born yet. "Hey any baby yet? " "nope...
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"Hey Guys! No, I haven't had the baby yet. Yes, I'm still pregnant. Yes, I'm doing ok (thanks for asking) so leave me a message and I will get back to you."
I am so irritated with certain people that ONLY call to see if the baby is born yet. "Hey any baby yet? " "nope...
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non250:
I love the dancing cats. That made me laugh after a bad week.
Thanks!
Thanks!
argentumblack:
Ya big goof i told everyone in my last blog that i wouldn't talk about it until next week :p
So wow, what an interesting night last night was. BH contractions really suck!! It was so difficult to get any sleep! I thought I was on a roll as far as getting sleep the past few days! They were really bad last night. I was out to eat at Chili's with a friend who's in town, and I literally had to stop what I was...
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bleeder:
I will be honest. He is probably getting false hopes. Happened to me, before. It is horrible. Sometimes...friendship does not work.
devilsreject:
i sent you a message last night then SG took a big dump and it lost everything, and now it doesn't pertain to the situation.
How are you feeling today?
How are you feeling today?
So I'm trying really hard not to stress right now. My pops got a loan or something to help catch us up on some bills, and to finally pay off my fines and court fees from when I got arrested (what would I do without him). It's like $900 left or something. BUT because I'm still on probation, I stil have to pay $60 a...
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ta2dmom:
Is there something you could do for your community service at like a children's center or something? Maybe a place where you could take her with you?
also, now would be a good time to think about who you want to take her if something should happen. I know it sounds really gruesome and it's not something you really WANT to think about, but it's always good to have a plan and write it down. Make sure someone you trust knows about it etc.
I'm glad you were able to get a bit of rest.
xoxo
also, now would be a good time to think about who you want to take her if something should happen. I know it sounds really gruesome and it's not something you really WANT to think about, but it's always good to have a plan and write it down. Make sure someone you trust knows about it etc.
I'm glad you were able to get a bit of rest.
xoxo
argentumblack:
You are still the strongest mama i've ever known....keep your head up babe......you'll work your way through it.
and if i get rich i would definitely consider being your sugar daddy
♥
Arg
and if i get rich i would definitely consider being your sugar daddy
♥
Arg