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Isn't it great.....

When you know you're on the same level with someone?

It's such a relief, and awkwardness sucks! Then you can finally just CHILL without having to worry.

You do your thing, I do my thing, and Hey- when we chill, we chill. Commitment sucks! I love being able to be "lovey dovey, and kiss kiss" without having to deal with the bullshit...
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So this sucks. I may be going grey for a little while. My membership expires on November 21st.


Hmm.. who knows....maybe I'll be coming back pink......



whoddaathink....



Edit to add.... there are some kick ass boots on my wishlist

Somebody love me. Just for today. Pretend we've been together forever.

Hooray!!! I've got a keyboard that works!!! Now I just have to adjust to it. I hate that. But at least I can post stuff now without having to steal my lil bro's keyboard! Yessss!


Bianca is gettin better. Or Is rather.

I have food poisoning and a kidney infection. Wooo. But hey- at least I got to miss work. The hard part is over,...
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Day 2 of Biancas ear infection. Anti biotics really seem to help. She isn't fussy or anything. She was a lil fussy last night and woke up once last night, but compared to the night before, it was heaven.

My poor baby. At least shes back to screaming and saying babababbabbaa to everything.

Love ya guys!

Fuck everything.

I love him.
I miss him.

This is what true heartbreak feels like.
This is what real love lost is like.



Good bye my almost lover, Good bye my long lost dream. I'm trying not to think about you.







No I don't really wanna talk about it.

So Bianca is 5 months old today.


She also had her first baby fall. This morning I was getting everything ready to go before work/dayvare and usually i will have her in her swing and load up the car, then grab her and get going. well this morning, I didn't have her buckled in it (it wasnt even swinging) and somehow she rolled and twisted...
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