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Monday Apr 12, 2010

Apr 12, 2010
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So, I think the time has come for me to take a break from the site.

I've been an active member on SG for 4 years. In that time, I've submitted 4 sets, 3 of which I've traveled to shoot. None of which made it to the front page. I've really enjoyed the site for quite some time, and a lot of my journeys through the past 4 years are documented here. I've shared a lot of memories and experiences with a lot of awesome people on here. Although I've not met very many people here in person, I've made quite a few good friends.

Its' just time for me to reevaluate if it's really "in my cards" to become an SG. The frustrations of living in a city with very little opportunity to shoot a front page worthy set are really beginning to take its toll. It's been a fun, yet expensive ride getting the sets I have up. I keep telling myself, "maybe if I'd have left my previous sets up" or "maybe if I'd have promoted this one better." and bottom line is, it's just not seeming to happen.

I'm really just beginning to feel hopeless instead of hopeful, and that's not where I'm wanting to go with this site. I love SG, don't get me wrong, I just need some time.

I the meantime, please feel free to enjoy my latest set History Lesson. sisfor did a really great job with this set. Its my favorite so far.

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xoxo
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keilyn:
i hear ya... its frustrating.
Apr 13, 2010
abrupt:
You have the look FORSURE, and are so strong, confident, friendly, not afraid to voice your mind yet not bitchy.....if I had the power YOU would be SG. I see why a lot of hopefuls are STILL just that however do not see why you are still just that. If we would submit a set we would blow their minds!!!! smile I'm sad you are taking a brake. You just rock.


I see how it could be irritating or discouraging and where we would end up sticking way more $ into it than we get paid.....we already have well over a grand into it from equipment, lighting, learning, a bit on clothes, make up, paint, not to mention all of the time invested. (And each set shot I've deleted even, so nothing up in waiting yet.) BUT you have the look forsure, I don't quite get why you have been a hopeful for so long. I hope it's just a brake and not giving up. I won't give up. The only way I would is if I had my own site where I was getting paid the bux lol. We'll see I guess. My mind may alter if enough time rolls by. I've only been around 4 mo's now. The few "difficult people" here made me want it even more lol. ttyl adorable gal.....smile
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