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Sunday Aug 10, 2008

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The love of my life left me, officially today.

I've never sobbed so sadly in my life. I swore I heard theatrics in the backgroung.

I am trying so hard to stay positive, optimistic.

The realization that at least got a response out of him : Afraid to fall asleep {pill or not} just in case he comes by...optimism at it's worst?


But hey- to be positive, today my daughter ate with a spoon all by herself today. It was totally rad. Chaos Follows Order's interview went great on KLAQ (the local radio station). I really hope they get signed soon. And I've managed to not cry throughout the enitre interview. I lasted up until he said "good night".


frown frown frown frown

Here, something funny to keep us optimistic.
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liv:
Its great your daughter ate with an spoon awww... its like: picture moment!!! smile

love is a hard drug... stay strong...sometimes life just seem like get all distorted and out of place but time tends to set things in some kind order again...
*hugs*
Aug 10, 2008
morningstar55:
I'm sorry you are going through some sad times. This will make you stronger. Don't let it make you bitter. I hope things work out for the best.
Courage.
Aug 11, 2008

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