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The love of my life left me, officially today.

I've never sobbed so sadly in my life. I swore I heard theatrics in the backgroung.

I am trying so hard to stay positive, optimistic.

The realization that at least got a response out of him : Afraid to fall asleep {pill or not} just in case he comes by...optimism at it's worst?


But hey- to be positive, today my daughter ate with a spoon all by herself today. It was totally rad. Chaos Follows Order's interview went great on KLAQ (the local radio station). I really hope they get signed soon. And I've managed to not cry throughout the enitre interview. I lasted up until he said "good night".




Here, something funny to keep us optimistic.