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Update. So, my colposcopy sucked. I'm still crampy. Bleh. But it appears to my doc (he's pretty sure) that it's mild dysplasia. Which means he'll probably want to do Cryosurgery. Sounds worse than it really is. He can actually do the procedure at his office. They just freeze off the precancer tissue or something to that effect.

Hmmm, oh yeah, so I'm in love again. Me and my ex finally are at peace again after almost a year of being each others arch nemisis's. It feels great. Except that stupid no sex for 2 weeks rule Stupid procedures messing up my game. jk, he's being totally awesome about it though. What a sweetheart, I'm so glad he's not being a dick to me anymore. Jerk .OMG wait until you guys hear their new cd!

Hmm Bianca's growing like crazy. I love her so much. Her personality is shining through and it's wonderful to watch. She's such an awesome kid. Here's her emo pose. lol


So my cheeks are doing fairly well. There's nice gunky junk coming out. But at least it's normal new piercing gunky junk. They're finally beginning to heal, I still wanna get better jewelry though.

I need to quit biting my fucking fingernails.

Oh yeah, so remember that cocktail my psych doc tried to put me on? Well the Lamictal made me totally freak out. Rapid cycling, mixed episodes, gah. I was a trainwreck. Needless to say, I'm not taking that shit anymore. Not for me! Once all this stupid cervical crap is over with I think I'll be alot better off.

Sooooo my lil brother is graduating today! I'm so proud of him, even if he totally waited until the last minute and almost didn't get to walk to stage. Lil booger. Love him to death too. I think I may be all sappy and cry when he walks. I never got to "graduate". I dropped out my senior year and got my GED Sounded good at the time!

Anyways, so what are you guys gonna do this weekend? Fill me in!